Today would've been the 10 month anniversary for me and mark.  I've been thinking alot lately...and i want to be with someone who would want to be with me so much that they'd do anything to be with me....and obviously Mark isn't like that at all unless he wouldn't be acting the way he is.  The one thing i hate is when he goes around and tries to ( Read more... )

  I am out of school for spring break now...yay!!!!!  Alot has happened in the last couple of months...I thought Mark had changed, but it turns out he just told me even more lies, etc.  So i think it might take him a while to wake up to reality and realize that he doesn't always need as much attention as he can get from everyone.  No matter what i ( Read more... )

  Alot has happened over these past couple of months. I now have a better perspective on how badly Mark treated me. The real hard part is to think that i loved him so much, and he'd still do this shit to me. Oh well....maybe in a couple years or so he will change. He needs to grow up, and figure out what he truely wants in life. He took some things ( Read more... )

  I am sorry to all my friends that i was too blinded to actually listen to you all when you tried to warn me about Mark...

http://allpoetry.com/poets/pcitz182

I miss you
by pcitz182 on Mar 02
In Category: Love.

Im screaming
come back to me!!!
i miss you
ill forever
remember
the nights we spent
huddled together...
now its like
im not there
and i see you
with her
and i want you
to see me
but i cant make myself appear
Dont think of what they said
when you think of me
think of what we ( Read more... )

Whatever you do in life...don't be shallow...listen to your heart...

Love is neverending............

  Have you ever gotten to a point in your life where you get confused on what you should do next?  Well that is where i am at right now...sooo manyyyy things are going on right now at school and with all my friends that i just don't know what to do anymore.

PlZZZZZZZZZZZZZ DON'T MOVE AWAY MARK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PLZZZZZZZZZZZZ!
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Today was Valentine's day, and i ended up working from 5-9:30 PM at Chuck E Cheese, but i still had a very good valentine's day:-)

I got valentine cards, flowers, and a candy bouquet.