sooooo im going to a random show in beverly with randoms tonight and I'm really nervous because I only know one person and I hate being outcasted. hopefully it will go well. other than that I'm really confused with my current situation and my best friend may or may not hate me. and its way hot out and im way not down with it

so my insurance got cancelled today after i drove to gloucester to get the 700 dollars my grandmother was giving me for no particular reason and then I cried because I really am trying to peice my life back together and this was going to be the first step because i have been neglecting to pay my car insurance a lot. so after crying for a solid 10 ( Read more... )

can I just say I walked all the way home, well to nate dogs...almost home, got picked up and went back to natos, killed myself, and got a ride home wishing I had just skipped going back. peeps there were way out of control yet again. it's really not fun being sober at a drunk party however it makes you think of how ridiculous you are percieved by ( Read more... )

tonight was a big reality check ( Read more... )

good news = my grandmother is giving me money to pay my car insurance and fix my truck ( Read more... )

people need to start treating my friends right. I'm sick of all of my friends being meh because of girls or boys they like/dated/are dating. seriously, get a life and stop ruining my friends lives.

fuckin gayyyyy

today was a good day. hang outs with old friends who I haven't seen in a while. mostly meaning eric, derek, tiffan!, amy and erin even though most of those I haven't seen in weeks and some it just seems like I haven't seen in weeks. however I haven't seen tiffan in a century and she is awesome. other than that I worked 11-4, hung out with allie, ( Read more... )

last entry = heather. she thinks livejournal is where people talk about the sad cafe and how they slit their wrists and such. anywho. i went into work a half hour late today just cause i didn't feel like going. got out of work. went to wendys with allie and planned the extravaganza tomorrow which is going to be amazing. then we drove around for a ( Read more... )

Today I went to the sad cafe for a poetry reading. It was very emotional and i really connected with my feelings. I then went home and cried for 4 hours. I now only wear black and I cry everyday alone, in my room, for 2-3 hours a day. My crying hours are from 2-5 so please do not call while i am being emo.

-anonomous author

soooooooo working fulltime sucks.