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Tarot
Several weeks ago, Jennifer's daughter pulled cards on the upcoming trip to New Mexico. I don't remember the specifics, but I do recall that everything would turn out fine save one person getting their feelings hurt. Didn't really think on it again. I had just crawled into bed last night when - for reasons unknown - I wondered for the first time, ( Read more... ) -
Trust the Process
Then I remembered to not take myself so seriously - this is the process. -
Chasm
Jennifer has far surpassed my own self-actualization, something she accidentally points out often simply by emoting at my thinking and behavior. I recognize where she is, and wish to get there, but it is not yet my time to do so. Her own level is impressive and throws mine into stark relief; without the comparison I wouldn't have known how far I ( Read more... ) -
V-Day 2025
If anyone is looking for the perfect gift for Valentine's Day for me, a 14TB NAS drive wouldn't go unnoticed ❤
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NoMachine Manual Startup
As Administrator in local terminal:
Program Files (x86)\NoMachine\bin>nxserver -restart
Need to figure out some way to write a cron script for a windows box to check if this service is running, and if not, restart it automatically when I am not in front of her. -
Glass
Dreamed I was at this hotel with my kids and Cass’ kids. Thankfully the rooms were huge - because of all the kids! Oh, and pets too, but not normal pets, weird pets. Like a shrew, a bird, and maybe a lizard. Everyone was getting along great and having fun and that was a load off my mind ( Read more... ) -
A Tale of Two Steams (Tragic)
So...I'm not much of a macOS guy. I mostly use its unix shell, though I'm beginning to understand that it may behave more like Windows where dynamically linked binaries are concerned, despite appearing statically contained within its own executable environment (Applications).
So check it, Baldur's Gate 3 (BG3) is released as a Mac binary. Only it ( Read more... ) -
2025 - Second Session
Tess had a cancellation so we had a two-hour session. Takeaway?
Love is not a feeling, its an action.
That was her view anyway. Naturally, I desired a little more specificity, on which we occasionally disagreed. She also opined that the reason I haven't gone all in with Jennifer is the dreaded, "too soon." I admitted the thought had crossed my ( Read more... ) -
The Sustainability of Blame, Pt. II
Thirteen years ago I expounded on blame (and fault) being unsustainable as a coping mechanism. Today I'd like to delve further into how blame (and fault) keep us exactly where we are, without the possibility of growth, and by extension, healing. I haven't re-read my 2012 treatise on blame, so there may or may not be some overlap here ( Read more... )
