Elijah & Kristy Lane lost their 5 mth old boy on Saturday morning ( Read more... )

I start school in Feb at Tusculum! And I am SOOOO excited!! :) 
You don't realize just how important school is until you get out in the real world & you're working job-to-job.
I don't wanna do that, I want a career. I'm going to be a K-6 teacher with an  endorsement in Special Ed, which is what I've always wanted to do. And I've got everything ( Read more... )

You're best friends with the word regret
You're afraid that your life's been wasted
So why hope if it's only gonna let you down
You don't think people really change
That you’re a mess and you'll always be the same
And you doubt if you'll ever get it turned around

So you've been running, searching for something
But you're looking in a place you don't ( Read more... )

God is soooo good.
Pee Wee's foot is **HOPEFULLY** only a calcium deposit.
Praise God!! He is the only way.
How could I have been so blind before?? How could I not want to live the right way?? He died for me, the least I could do is live for Him. I feel terrible for the way I've acted before. He has never failed me all the times I've failed Him. He ( Read more... )

I just don't know what to do...my heart is heavy.
I've done what I can do, his family has done what they can do, Brennan can't help obviously &  he can't do it himself. All we can do is turn it over to God. He is the only one that can help us. I pray & believe this will be resolved.

I KEEP DREAMING ABOUT BRANDON T ( Read more... )

What do you do on the days its just too hard not to cry?? 
I've cried all day. On & off.
I miss Nana soooo bad. I didn't know it was going to be like this.
I try not to think about her, ever. I know that may seem bad but I just block it out but today that is not working.
I can't stop thinking about her.
I feel like I've been kicked in the stomach. ( Read more... )

Wow...I read back over this journal & man, I am really retarded. I'm embarrassed for people to even read it. Good gosh. Why didn't someone write to me & say "YOU ARE RETARDED!! SHUT THE *** UP!!" Hahaha!! And I still continue to write in it...maybe I'll read back over it in 2 years & hate the things I write these days. Haha! I doubt it though ( Read more... )

So my job irritates the SHIT out of me sometimes ( Read more... )

So she's gone ( Read more... )