I really feel like I've lost touch with my inner drive and motivation. I used to love college because I knew that I was gaining the tools to be successful and make a difference in the world. Even if I didn't particularly care for a class, it was still an opportunity to learn something, whether it be how to bullshit a good paper, improve my ( Read more... )

So here I am again, procrastinating, for a different reason. The tests I had today are past and I think I did pretty well on them if I do say so myself, despite the procrastination. No, I'm sitting the the psych lab, wanting to stab my eyes out... I can't stand to be here anymore! Its so pointless... I'm entering bibliographic info on a ( Read more... )

I'm procrastinating... studying for anthro just isn't cutting it for me right now. I'll do fine on the test on Monday, right...? Anyway, I'm much too excited, going to Howl-o-Scream tonight!! I can't wait, I haven't been to Busch Gardens in forever!! *dies* Time is moving much to slowly!

I found out in the most horrible way that a girl I went to school with in 6th grade also ended up coming here to USF. I received an email from Hillel about a memorial service for Rachel Futterman, the girl that died on Monday from meningitis. I’m thinking to myself, hah, that’s funny, I know a girl by that name. But I slowly began to realize ( Read more... )

I try to avoid gushing at all costs, especially about guys. But I find that in this case, I can't resist. I met a guy named Bruce at the Phi Sigma Pi Salsa night last Thursday. We were all starting to partner up for actual dancing and I was of course standing like a deer in the headlights wondering if I should go ask someone to dance. Bruce ( Read more... )

I am confused as SHIT! I have reached a new level of confusion and I have been very confused before. WTF?! aerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrg! I wish I could stop making an ass of myself but I just keep doing it again and again and again in the vain hopes that the words "We'll have lunch and everything will be fine" are true. He's toying ( Read more... )

I am so not happy right now. Somewhat due to the fact that my day was pretty shitty due to the fact that I definitely had too much to drink with Russ last night. Was not anticipating actually getting a hangover, which I did, and throwing up in my trashcan at 5 in the morning, which I also did. That was unexpected... I didn't really drink that ( Read more... )

I have been totally neglecting LJ. *le sigh* I do feel quite inspired now though, so I'll give it a try. I'm sitting at work, bored out of my mind. I have a 30 page list of names, addresses, and phone numbers to put into Excel and its soooo tedious I have to take a break ( Read more... )

Does anyone actually read this anymore? I haven't posted in more than a month and yet the time seems to have flown by. And no matter how annoyed I am sometimes with how things are, I know that in August when I'm back in Tampa, I'm going to miss those late night adventures with Russ, *wink*, or just cuddling with him or knowing that he is going to ( Read more... )

So a little post while I am thinking of it, as I have been urged by several people to post more often... *glare* Anyhoo, I was wondering why certain music makes one nostalgic. Like, Im sitting here listening to the Beatles and its making think about my past... because the Beatles are from the past? because they ended tragically? because they make ( Read more... )