a jewel under the moonlight
redid my first fic with haehyuk (OTP)~
Title: Jewel under the MoonlightCharacters: my OTP *evil grin*
Author: -__-
Genre: I do not know O.O
Disclaimer:
> Ideas and some words were from "ELIPSIS; THE MOON THAT SAW US " of ISIS OF THE NTH
> Some words and phrases are extracted from the said literary work
> Never dreamed or wished to own any of the involved characters. (And No one should, they are not things, they are rational human beings too)
Warnings:
>The author has a difficulty in expressing emotions or elaborating details.
> I am no writer ^^
Summary: I am your Best Friend..only a Friend *that explains well, right?*
credit as tagged
Jewel under the Moonlight
One Night
BANG!!
I came to my door with such urgency for something made me run
When I opened it, there were YOU
Drunken man under the faded light of dawn
When you raised your face I saw tears from your eyes
I wanted to slap you but when I moved towards you
My body reacted and ended up hugging you instead.
Under the soft glow of lights, I saw your face sad and turning sober
You became unconscious as your weight forcing against mine
I pulled you into the couch and laid your head in my lap
You were so cold. I tried to keep you from shivering
But how I wanted to be the flame that could melt the ice that was in your soul
I wanted to wake you up from this meaningless stupor
So your eyes could see what was inside me.
I wanted to kiss you. I wanted to free all the words that I kept hiding inside me ever since we met...
"I love you" as I whispered in your ears just like a prayer.
You stirred, I thought that you heard my heart's words but as you opened your mouth, you uttered a name that wasn't belonging to me.
“ my jewel”
How a low and sweet voice from you could strike my heart with too much pain
And for the moment I thought the moon plunged into the darkness of the clouds.
One Night
Stop It!!
as my innerself shouted at me
As I tilted my head trying to prevent the tears from flowing
biting my lips only to muffle my helpless cry
How I wanted to cry like a child just to let my pain escape from my heart
"It’s too painful"
How I wanted to forget this feeling I’m hiding and wished to be so numb
"I am your Best Friend..only a Friend"
Repeating the fact all over again hoping that my heart will finally give-up and my rational reasoning to take lead.
I prayed that when the sun comes tomorrow, all these tears will dry-up and I'd be able to smile again.
Another night
"I am your Best friend and should only be a Friend"
I slept a million years it seemed
And when I woke up,I thought
"My Prayer has been answered"
my heart is finally letting go
“I feel lightheaded”
But not so long before I realized I was wrong and just mocking myself
Another Night
RING!!!!
“Yoboseoyo?”
"What are you doing?"
*Trying to get rid of you* "You might not want to know.."
"......."
"Yah!What now?!"
"Could you come over?”
".......I don't thi…..but.."*sigh*"Where are you?"
I ran to your place, thinking the conversation before
"It was more than a plea rather than a question"
And then I suddenly noticed the sky,
The moon in its perfect crescent shape seemed like mocking a smile from the heaven
As I reached the place you were standing at, looking at the sky and to the moon that casts a steady moonbeam at us.
I sat beside you silently, and you turned to my side giving me a sweet gaze
And for me to keep my heart from melting I pretended a clueless face.
Few seconds had passed you smiled at me and said in a low voice
"How fortunate I am to have a beautiful Jewel standing beside me and under the Moonlight…. it's so captivating"
I froze for a moment trying to analyze your words, evaluating your level of consciousness while fighting my heart's anxiety just to keep myself from being trap again from the danger we all know as LOVE.
When I came back to my senses it was late for me to realize that your hand was touching my cheeks
The same way as you always do yet it felt different
..Again I tried to deny what was my heart’s desire
"I guess there is no other way but to shun his melting gaze at my soul" I thought
But when I was about to turn my head in the opposite side so I could avoid your melting gaze
You prevented me from moving in your gentle own way.........
Your lips touching mine
You uttered the words that I thought it would never be mine
not even in my dreams
"Hyukkie...i love you.....so much"
A/N: I'm so delusional
hello umma kamenajin , appa eosinred and my half sister aznxbabiix76
my aunts onlyforhyuk nozomi22 shye_rin and monshie09_lj ....
and and...i have a lot of aunts but i only remember four O.O..I'm sorry
and to my most special dongsaeng angelteuki_13
Imma hide now
bye