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eigen_vector

A bloody, raging, vengeful rant OF healing, calmness, and tranquility…….

Apr 13, 2004 13:06

As I write most of this…..realize it is mostly for my own collection of thoughts….mostly…much like the liberal media and government public relations I will be completely objective, thorough, fair, and unbiased in my representation of fact ( Read more... )

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yeah, well fuck you too ;) __batgirl__ April 13 2004, 10:36:57 UTC

jk - I happen to be remarkably secure that I am not within that 99% for you.

re 1 and 2 - in my imaginary world, i'd say with those, pretend you are gay and subject them to extremely graphic descriptions of what youd like to do with various men and watch most of them shut up in homphobic nausea and panic ( ... )

Re: yeah, well fuck you too ;) eigen_vector April 13 2004, 11:09:43 UTC

My quote on 99% is a statement more rooted in rhetoric and hyperbolism (MAYBE) than a definite truth…I’m sure you know that: still for others realization ( ... )

Re: yeah, well fuck you too ;) __batgirl__ April 13 2004, 11:35:08 UTC

i wouldnt be surprised actually, thats why it was an imaginary response, like those you listed of what youd say if it wouldnt bring more grief. in my idealised imagining, of course, you just get to gross them out and have them wander off.

did you read all the dune books? i was going over the explanations for the allfemale army later in dune and the issues of homosexual context within the current type of military with my mom recently.

I could accept that but it occurs in places where I should not “stand out in the crowd”. I don’t look that strange do I? I usually dress in just jeans and T-shirt…..that is normal right?.
people, even those perhaps not equipped to understand or connect fully with a person with a strong sense of self, still pick up on it. even in jeans. that aura alone can cause a delay, i suspect. i also wouldnt be surprised of that very same sense of aura makes them connect to a star they have a similar perception of (as also having a strong aura).

Re: yeah, well fuck you too ;) eigen_vector April 13 2004, 12:17:03 UTC

Dune books? I read one of them a very long time ago. Perhaps someday I will go back. Novels have never been something I have indulged in even today, aside from the ones I have been forced to read through education. When I was much younger I would mostly read like time life series books and encyclopedias. Nowadays I read books like instructive text or science books, the book I’m reading now is called labyrinths of reason. I need to introduce more novels and stories into my life….I know there is much to be gained from them. I need to go for Tolken again………….expand my horizon.

Yes I have to account for the intuitive side of people’s perception. Such things are not always immediately apparent to me because I have not yet associated them with a significant enough level of tangibility. Deep down I know better though.

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Re: Its not just you eigen_vector April 13 2004, 12:37:28 UTC

You know there are a couple of things I can understand and accept from my list MAYBE… somewhat…depending…………..BUT NOT from total strangers. We don’t have signs over our heads telling people to act crazy around us do we? I’m going out tonight. I bet I’ll get at least one bite from my list.

No you don’t look like Neve Cambell….sleep easy.

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Re: Its not just you eigen_vector April 13 2004, 16:41:58 UTC

You must be joking…at least I hope you are………….You don’t even remotely fall into any of those categories from my perspective. If you had a little thing for me once upon a time….it was expressed in a healthy and respectful manner and that is all I ask of anyone. You never forced yourself on me….or acted crazy or anything so its all good. My problem is only with those who would step beyond the bounds of reason and social etiquette.

I do enjoy complements from anyone (almost). I’m positive you know how to give them in a good way. It seems there are a lot of people out there who can turn such matters into a negative thing.

I’ve never hated you………..I’d like to say it is likely I never will.

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p.s. __batgirl__ April 14 2004, 04:42:19 UTC

"There is no feeling of obligation to exchange any commodity (time, number, personal info etc.) beyond friendly words. Basic mutual respect and consideration are the keystone. "I love that part, it perfectly summarises my whole approach to being out in a club. The first couple years there, the extent of it was an exchange of friendly smiles and nods with people who understood i wasnt there to make friends, and with whom i never even spoke, and that was absolutely ideal for me. Good will in the heart and an absence of vacuous chitchat. The only time I've exchanged numbers is if something specific came up (like a party) among one of the few I can stand to talk to for more than 60 seconds ( ... )

Bravo anonymous April 15 2004, 09:37:24 UTC

Bravo….Bravo….Bravo ( ... )

Re: Bravo eigen_vector April 15 2004, 10:54:30 UTC

Thank you for your nice words………and I also thank you for your wise advice also.
I’m happy I met you……..I’m glad you decided to talk to me initially. Perhaps someday in the future I will be able to get to know you better, as our acquaintance has been brief yet in-depth.

Re: Bravo anonymous April 15 2004, 13:37:10 UTC

That would be nice...