WHAT AM I ( Read more... )

this morning at lik 5 i woke up in a cold sweat with tears in my eyes because of this stupid dream i had, i know its not gonna happen but it really upset me, the first thing i did when i woke up was answer jennifers call she called like half a second after i woke up and the dream is about her so i told he and she assured me i would be okay so then ( Read more... )

THIS IS JENNIFER AND I LOVE MY JEREMY! ♥

Well today i got to work at 630 and immediatly we started filling bags with sand tying them off and loading them on pallets.. there are 40 to a pallet and we had 40, so thats what 1600 and at 8 people thats what 200 a piece, yeah and tying off 200 strings really hurts my fingers are all swolen and it hurts to type and a few are blistered and ( Read more... )

i really fucked up im stupid someone shoot me with a gun, i wouldnt be suprised if the person i care about most didnt answer my phone calls.... wow im a dumbass.... all this for a picture.... i cant erase what ive done though i tried to repair it and i got told whatever bye, and then an abrupt end to the conversation so baby i should just sit here ( Read more... )

yeah its like 1200 pm here i woke up at 1130 last night and i might have had 2 and a half hours of sleep last night.... its horrible i just wanna fall over from exhaustion right now... i miss my baby i just wanna be home... blah california sucks dont move out here....

Yeah so it starts tomorrow i know i have very few friends on here but it is basically gonna kill me the next month, and its not the long hours, and its not the hard work, thats gonna kill me its gonna be the fact that i wont get to talk to my jennifer much, i mean its bad enough i dont see her often but now i cant even talk to her alot.... wow i ( Read more... )

SIX MONTHS

Jennifer and I have been together for 6 months now, it feels like yesterday i was looking at her in english class wanting to try and talk to her, then before i knew it i was on a date with her and she was leaving her boyfriend, then i pushed her away because i knew i was leaving alabama, but she wouldnt go away lol, she wrote me all ( Read more... )

today has sucked at work, they are being dicks people are trying to get me in trouble and the one person at this place i thought i could call a friend yelled at me today, apparently he was in the same position as me when he first joined the navy he had a loving fiance, who moved out here and they grew apart he got divorced and today i was texting ( Read more... )

okay last nights dream is like this or something very close... jennifer and i are sitting on a couch in my place in california ( Read more... )