awhile ago i took pictures out of an egg shell to see what being born a bird is like. now i took it out of a lumpy, chocolate tube. more human
umm, i was really sad for a long time and i lost all the friends i had. some came back just cause their other friends were sucking and it was obvious but i still went with it. everything is really boring and it makes me frustrated and i just miss my old friends a lot. i also miss not having to spend money to do things. if ever, it's going out somewhere and it's never that fun. nothing is going to change though since most of the people i'm referring to are happy enough as it is.
i went to visit my grandpa today and he's in really bad shape. spring break is nice but i kind of wish i had school. being in the house sucks so much sometimes. fighting all the time.. my mom threw her car keys out of anger at me today so i walked out of the house and drove her car away for about half an hour. it was a stupid thing to do.
claire
other random ones. gussy is good.
vagina brain.
this entry is bitter and sad and not fun to read and i come off as a depressed clump all the time, i need to get my shit together.