i've never thought of myself as an intimidating person.
but now that i think about it, i guess i come off as a total bitch.
it's probably because if i hear or witness anything that i dont like, i'm done with you.

weird.

i'm so confused.
but i like it.
i figure if i dont think slash overanalyze things, then everything will be alright.

i've never felt so afraid and comfortable at the same time with someone.
there's just a large arrangement of feelings that i dont understand and have never had before.

i just wish i had kept the lights off.
saoufhubdsijk

kbye.

i have had such a weird feeling today.
and last night.

i dont know what going on.

i wish things had turned out differently last night.
i dont have the balls to change anything about it.
but i know i need to get some.

i dont know what i want.
and i dont know how to get it.

this is the happiest i've been since i can remember.

i was in a REALLY good mood last week ( Read more... )

i miss boston so much.
i hate being home.
i'm so glad i'm going back tonight.

i kinda love everyone on my floor now.
it's exciting to have friends again.

morello is always busy doing stupid music shit.
she's lame.
so i hang out with her roommates.
they're better anyways.

camp sunshine tomorrow...

...i hate happiness.
let's not talk about it.
kbye.

today was a long day.

i hate reading.

i pet the cutest little doggie today.

it licked my finger.

so i made friends with some kids on my floor.
that are around my room.

!!

only kids with friends stay up late.