this is me sitting down to finally whoop the shyte out of this effing research paper.  here i got with a yellow ball to amuse myself, a giant cup of coffee to keep myself awake, my cell phone to keep me in touch with the outside world, lots of books and paper and pens and notecards. here we go.....bitches! 

funny how i said i didn't think it could get worse. well i don't know if it got worse but it didn't get any better. yesterday sucked incredibly.  then today i had another meltdown from driving and searching for Robin Hood.  what the fuck kind of condition is our world in that Books-a-fucking-million doesn't have a single book about Robin Hood. then ( Read more... )

so i didn't know i was worrying everyone. hmm...i quit ollie's today. nobody knew why and i think that's funny. i just need some time to get a grip on school. then i'm going back to brusters.  and i chopped my hair to pieces slash a hair stylist did but boy is it different. i had the worst meltdown of my life today.  but it can only get better. i ( Read more... )

so that's like the twentieth time i wrote an entry and it didn't work, even thought it said it did.  damnit, i don't want to rethink everything i just wrote. well, i had yet another realization. here goes...most of/all of my friends are having a good time right now and having fun b/c it's our senior year. they don't, however, have a clue where/if ( Read more... )

so that's like the twentieth time i wrote an entry and it didn't work, even thought it said it did.  damnit, i don't want to rethink everything i just wrote. well, i had yet another realization. here goes...most of/all of my friends are having a good time right now and having fun b/c it's our senior year. they don't, however, have a clue where/if ( Read more... )

so that's like the twentieth time i wrote an entry and it didn't work, even thought it said it did.  damnit, i don't want to rethink everything i just wrote. well, i had yet another realization. here goes...most of/all of my friends are having a good time right now and having fun b/c it's our senior year. they don't, however, have a clue where/if ( Read more... )

so i have realizations like every freakin day i guess but today was yet another.  actually it was like 30 seconds ago. i realized the irony in my social life. pretty much all of my friends aren't sure where or if they are going to college or what they want to do when they get older.  they do however, know exactly what they want to do right now and ( Read more... )

so i just did that whole survey bolding thing and my computer effed up so that sucks. and i'm not doing it again. today was a good day. i can't wait til thursday when i get to go on a field trip. to an art museum in bmore nonetheless.  i have on man-jeans and a big university of TN shirt. hot eh? jk. oh yea. i have a very unhealthy obsession with " ( Read more... )

so i love aday lunches b/c i love kevin. he can fit an entire orange in his mouth. if he was a chick and i was a guy, i think that'd be hotttttt. so i'm in aide period with maddy again. i love this class. so i heard my friend kevin is having sex with the lunch lady so get extra fries. i have a secret and i only told 4 people. but they aren't ( Read more... )

so i just got home from work a little while ago. my sister came home from college today for winter break and i didn't know until i found her hamster. that is an odd way to remind me. and he is making noise b/c rodents are nocturnal. and my back hurts cuz i worked really hard tonight. today was payday and my check was really small and i can't buy ( Read more... )