Advice anyone on how to procure an Adderall prescription? I can never seem to concentrate anymore and I need to become focused on schoolwork again, and this stuff really helps. And I can't afford to keep buying it for $5 a pill :(

This is a question to anyone who is reading: do you think a lot of people take small problems and blow them completely out of proportion to make their lives seem more interesting? Does the majority of mankind do this? Or is it just those who don't actually have major problems? Do things like depression and psychosomatic disorders arise from a ( Read more... )

sit on a train, reading a book, same damn planet every time i look. i try to relax and slow my heartbeat, only works when i'm dead asleep.  been thinking and drinking all over the town, must be gearing up for some kind of melt-down... all i am is a body floating down-wind.

"What's wrong?"
-Nothing.
"Are you sure nothing's wrong?"
-Yeah.
"But you're sad ( Read more... )

I punched one of my best friends in the face last night. Any comments? Because I am very confused.

"The reason people find it so hard to be happy is that they always see the past better than it was, the present worse than it is, and the future less resolved than it will be."

I don't know where this quote came from, but whoever said it was smarter than I'll ever be.

Not two days ago, I was having a look in a book and I saw a picture of a guy fried up above his knees. I said, "I can relate," cuz lately I've been thinking of combustication as a welcome vacation from the burdens of the planet Earth. Like gravity, hypocrisy, and the perils of being in 3-D... but thinking so much differently ( Read more... )

Being sober lately has given me a new insight on my life and my friends. It's shown me that cigarette smoking is really just a trashy novelty, that talking to a drunk guy when you're drunk doesn't mean that he likes you, that sometimes sobriety can be attractive in a sea of debauchery, and that I don't even fucking know my friends at all. What is ( Read more... )

I'm growing up too fast to deal with or process. I'm becoming way too mature way too early and way too fast. HELP!!

Sometimes I just feel like, quittin' I still might
Why do I put up this fight, why do I still write?
Sometimes it's hard enough just dealin' with real life..No clue why I waste my time writing in this silly online journal at age 19. More for myself now than anything, because I need to clear my head from time to time and I get wayyyy too personal ( Read more... )

For a long time I was in love ( Read more... )