PROM was last night......and guess who didn't go...

WHY THE FUCK CAN HE NOT JUST STAY OUT OF MY LIFE. HE HAS ALREADY DESTROYED EVERY LAST BIT OF TRUST I HAVE IN ANY GUY. BECAUSE OF HIM, I DON'T BELIEVE ANYTHING, OR ANYBODY.....MY GUARD IS ALWAYS UP. WHAT MORE COULD HE DO TO ME. I HAVE SCARS. HE HURT ME. FUCK HIM. BELIEVE IT OR NOT, I ACTUALLY USED TO ALMOST TRUST PEOPLE UNTIL, HE, THE JACK ASS HIM ( Read more... )

So yesterday was the biggest waist of my time ever. It was 5 hours that I will NEVER get back. I had to sit for my AP calculus exam...and just let me say, I should have just written my name down on a sheet of paper, and turned it in, and told them to give me a ZERO...cause it would have been just as beneficial!!!

The IB test was NO where near as ( Read more... )

OMG....I hate School!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Im going to fail!!!...

But, wish me luck....ok ok, im not going to lie, Just pray that there is a miricle, and that I do well!!

I love you guys!!

Off to take my AP and IB calc exams!!!

Messages on my phone, or here, or on AIM would be great!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok, So they now know whats wrong with me...Listen to this:

Antibiotics save lives, but they can leave frequent users susceptible to new allergies. While they battle the bug that makes you sick, the drugs can significantly disrupt the levels of beneficial gastrointestinal bacteria that help regulate your immune system.

Now, pretend that that doesn't ( Read more... )

Ok ok....So i was re-reading my last entry...and I want to clear something up.....I wasn't that I was crying, and people looked at me, and were like, oh shit shes crying, who the fuck cares......no no, Thats not at all what I ment. I ment that My head hurt so bad, that i just broke into tears, and Margon was the only won who noticed, stoped, and ( Read more... )

I love lacrosse. I really do. The actual sport, i love, and I LOVE playing defense. I hate how much shit we get though, and we never get praise. Even Paige noticed it, now that she sometimes plays defense. I love playing point. It is definitelymy favorite position. But i played 3rd man today...for a little bit of the second half, i switched with ( Read more... )

So Yea. I definitely have to say that todays game was so unbelievable better its not even comparable!!! I actually had fun today. I personally think we should have beaten them by more...but overall, i think we played good.  Yesterdays game mad me sooo mad, that I came home, after playing almost all of the second half, and most of hte 1st (even ( Read more... )

Ok...I finally updated my pictures online...most of them are really old...like August and Dec...but I also added the latest lacrosse pictures from Lex's camera. And trust me...those are worth looking at!!

http://community.webshots.com/user/eillat

Well, Im off to Youth Group, cause i haven't been in such a long time!!!!

So, i finally re-did my journal...maybe now i will write in it. I hate being sick...I truly truly do. And it seems like I am always sick...i get healthy rather quick..but I also seem to get sick the same way. I finally went back to my ENT, and at first he told me I had Mono, and made me go get blood work done, but later he decided that was wrong, i ( Read more... )