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[eindrachen]

One year. I remember sitting at my desk, lazing about while playing a game, and enjoying my idle time. It had only been about two weeks since last I saw her. We spent Thanksgiving together, and she brought me a gift of some letter-opener of a knife with Celtic designs and a "heathergem" set in it

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[chronoscrow]

Man. I had no idea you had gone through that heart break. I too have suffered the cataclysmic fate of a failed long term relationship that had been destined for marriage, but ended with her leaving me.

It was last July. We were together 7 years 6 months.

I completely sympathize with a lot of what you stated here. The heart break, the pretending to strive past it, the pretend bachelor on the prowl, when really inside it's been 6 months and I"m not sure I could do it all over ever again. Yearning for someone there is the worst. It seems so simple, had it for so long so it seems like it shouldn't be the hardest thing to achieve, but it is.

I'm sure you've already heard all there is to console a person on the matter, I know I have. I just try to make peace with the whole matter.