having boston and nolan off school is CRAZY. i have had the children nonstop for i don't know how many days now. i am losing my mind. so i am brainfried. blurrybrained. fuzzzzy. hope everyone is well. when i remember my name again i'll update. :)
i am tired. SO SLEEPY! it's only 2:50 (?) and i am about to fall asleep sitting up. the neighbor boy is over, so i really can't jump on the couch and nap. fuck
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i had a great IM conversation with my friend O. we talked about many things, but i had to save some of the things i said about relationships, etc
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unreal: the way the memories blur. recollections too perfect to store in me: someone so imperfect. they live on their own out there, as if someone new were created to live them. the perfect being: our memories walking this earth.
i love this love. i don't have to hold onto too tightly. i grip your hand loosely. i know you won't let go.
i don't worry. really, no. i know you'll be here holding me when i wake up. as far apart as we need to be. you're still just as close when my eyes open.
outside it is beautiful. wind blows through the trees. sun shines, my new cat mikey sits on the window sill cleaning himself. my talk with my therapist today went really well. life is great. everything should feel great.
i would do next to anything to be out of california right now.