Life is good, good, good today ( Read more... )

my life this week has become a running catalogue of necessities finished. to reduce each day to a checklist, even if this is a more intense doing-stuff time than usual, is really sad...each day will end up as a life ( Read more... )

i am so suddenly burned out. i got up at eight of my own free will. discipline! i got my second rabies shot and went to one class - TWO other people showed up goddamnit - and to my second class - NO other people showed up...i'm assuming it's canceled in summer term? i am so madly busy, i have no idea what i'd do if i was actually enrolled in an ( Read more... )

My late night Six Feet Under watching is starting to seriously break my heart. What an agonizing, lovely show. I am hyper aware of my mortality, wiggling fingers to test my aliveness ( Read more... )

i flew over the sea. i love england again - i was really sad to leave home, but strangely comforted to return to london. it's become my norm for now ( Read more... )

i am so tired. it still feels like british time ( Read more... )

hi ( Read more... )

i am going to swaziland. i got the big fellowship! holy god, i am seriously spending the summer in the african bush.

I'm still mired in upset/bored/sad and I still can't name a reason why. I think some sort of chemical balance has been upset, like my blood's gone bad, for a few days. There is sadness in my dip, a little rock to weigh me down ( Read more... )

sigh ( Read more... )