On November 5, I posted 6 questions for consideration.  It was on the behest of a close friend, my counselor.  He had been trying to get me to see the trees, but all I saw was the forest.  He wanted me to see something I always seem to miss, but I am notoriously stubborn.
The questions were basic, and all tied into one thing.  It's what we refer to ( Read more... )

This is an edited version of the original post.  It involves magic, and only at request can the full version be seen

So just to throw you all off, I waited a few days before making my customary post.  Why?  Cause I can.

It was a bit of a mindfuck to realize this year he shared a birthday with my Cousin Tara, who we lost this year.  Which is ( Read more... )

Alright seen as how there is some much crap on my actual journal i am working on a depository journal for fictions.  mainly cause FFn drives me batty half the time

like darkness winging over a silent land, the imagination moves in mysterious ways

The synapses that inhabit my brain are crisped away to cinders, the material that has been living in my psyche has taken its own form, and i feel as though I am a leaf.... A leaf that has been ripped from its anchor and cast adrift into a storm of imagination. A storm I created, and gleefully foster as it continues to destroy my thought ( Read more... )

Falling
Sinking
Drowning

I see the surface above me,
the abyss looms below me,
stealing my dreams, my soul screams
dispair shreds my control

Weightless
Pointless
Hopeless

Reality frays at the edges
my vision clouded by nightmares
darkness surrounds my heart
wings burnt up on impact

Future
Promise
Dreams

Nothing exists

So, I feel as though I am cursed sometimes.  I find a completely awesome show, get all caught up, emotionally involved, and rabidly addicted and then some twit goes and cancels it.  Granted the most recent victims are not the first, but bugger all, can you please quit with the retardation of things like Gossip Girl and just go back to REAL tv ( Read more... )

So, yea ( Read more... )

HOLY shit i am so beyond pissed right now... and I am so dizzy I can't stand up straight, so this is a really interesting experience ( Read more... )

Alright... sometimes people just royally suck.