If life's not beautiful without the pain, well I'd just rather never ever even see beauty again.

[eits10]

It's about 11:30 pm I left my house about two hours ago to get gas, not thinking that I would come back so upset. Going to get gas I have to drive through the town where my recently ex-girlfriend(Chrissy) lives. We had been going out for three years and she left me for no real reason about two weeks ago, so as you can imagine I'm in a lot of pain.

Comments

[sammasati]

To me, it sounds like this has nothing to do with being a girl. I see boys do this just as much. It's simply a sign of immaturity and shallowness. People lack conviction. They say one thing and do another all the time. It's hard and the number of your friends will be limited, but you have to surround yourself with people that are up to your standards John. . . people who actually remember what they say about other people and not let all their idiotic actions be forgotten for the sake of being social. This is silly and only decreases their value

Thank you

[eits10]

You're right it has nothing to do with being a girl, didn't really mean that it just kinda came out as i was typing. One thing that I didn't mention is that I asked her to promise me that she wouldn't hangout with my ex-friends right after she broke up with me. So i just feel so betrayed that she broke her last promise to me. You are also right that I need to move on, it's just when something like that happens I fill up with so much emotion that I don't know what to do. I had been doing a little better before this happened, it's just strange and frightening how someone can change into another person overnight. Thank you very much for your advice.