Sometimes I feel like I can't do it. I feel that there is so much pressure put on me that is expected for me to be a certain way. Im the one who always makes right choices, and is responsible, and does the right thing. Not that there is somethign wrong with that, but I dont want to be in that stereotype. I just feel like I can't always juggle ( Read more... )

MINUS 3 WUUUUUUUHOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!! :)

I'm going to do less stressing until we have time to talk...face-to-face.

I started to post on my xanga, but then I didn't want to deal with all the comments and feel obligated to explain myself to anyone. Thankfully nobody reads the crap I put on LJ ( Read more... )

This has probably been one of the worst Valentines Day's ever.

sometimes I think I read too much into things.

I promised myself I wasn't going to let little things get to me.

arrrghhhhhh!!!!!!

Nothing has gone right today. :(

Girls love romantic guys.

Sooo YEAH..my posts have been kinda negative lately.  I think things are mellowing out more lately.  I see the doctor on Wednesday to find out what's wrong w/ me and what not.  I hope things are ok.  I'm trying not to worry too much and I know Phil is praying, too.  I had an awesome weekend w/ him and some of his friends!  God has really helped me ( Read more... )