updates
Wow, I keep being sporadic on my journaling. But yes... I am tired and don't want to work, and am waiting for people to have dinner with. I don't know why I'm SO exhausted, except
I'm sick. Not very sick, but just runny-nosed/stuffed-headed/sore enough to be frustrating.
The choral/orchestral concert (Mozart's Requiem) is on Saturday, meaning rehearsal Monday, rehearsal Tuesday, rehearsal tonight...a VERY long stressful rehearsal Monday night with Mal being upset at us for every missed cutoff, etc.
I'm in the middle of applying to summer internships, made more challenging by the fact that I should have done this in January before tons of things had due dates. So I'm applying to the handful of interesting things I can find that haven't passed deadlines yet. With my mom telling me every day that if I don't get on things, I'll be stuck spending the summer doing something I have no interest in that won't be good for my resume.
Emily's started rehearsals for her senior project, which I'm stage-manging, so I'm at rehearsals for that too. Like last night till 11:30 PM.
I'm not really getting anywhere with AI homework.
I've had a really hard time sleeping well for the past few weeks... not getting to bed until late, then jumping up earlier than my body wants because I'm stressed about all the things I should be doing.
I had 17 Health and Wellness interviews last week. That's right, 17. 13 on Monday alone.
I'm not getting enough downtime, and I'm feeling guilty about the downtime I do take...until I'm just too tired.
Etc.
But anyway. This semester is speeding by -- spring break in only a week and a day!!! I'll be going home, which will be nice. And Kevin is coming to visit for part, so he'll be there for my birthday... aaagh, I'm 21 in a little over two weeks. That'll be weird. but it'll be really good to have a break!
I'm sick. Not very sick, but just runny-nosed/stuffed-headed/sore enough to be frustrating.
The choral/orchestral concert (Mozart's Requiem) is on Saturday, meaning rehearsal Monday, rehearsal Tuesday, rehearsal tonight...a VERY long stressful rehearsal Monday night with Mal being upset at us for every missed cutoff, etc.
I'm in the middle of applying to summer internships, made more challenging by the fact that I should have done this in January before tons of things had due dates. So I'm applying to the handful of interesting things I can find that haven't passed deadlines yet. With my mom telling me every day that if I don't get on things, I'll be stuck spending the summer doing something I have no interest in that won't be good for my resume.
Emily's started rehearsals for her senior project, which I'm stage-manging, so I'm at rehearsals for that too. Like last night till 11:30 PM.
I'm not really getting anywhere with AI homework.
I've had a really hard time sleeping well for the past few weeks... not getting to bed until late, then jumping up earlier than my body wants because I'm stressed about all the things I should be doing.
I had 17 Health and Wellness interviews last week. That's right, 17. 13 on Monday alone.
I'm not getting enough downtime, and I'm feeling guilty about the downtime I do take...until I'm just too tired.
Etc.
But anyway. This semester is speeding by -- spring break in only a week and a day!!! I'll be going home, which will be nice. And Kevin is coming to visit for part, so he'll be there for my birthday... aaagh, I'm 21 in a little over two weeks. That'll be weird. but it'll be really good to have a break!