lately ive been on the computer looking at peoples myspaces and shit and looking at their pictures and everyone is chilling with their best friends. then I think about my life and about how every single one of my friends is either locked up right now or subpoened to testify against me. I am one fo the loneliest people thaqt you can imagine right ( Read more... )

this entry is dedicated to my best friend and prolly the closest person to me besides my girlfriend. erin motherfucking correa get your ass home and hang out with me. when all this bullshit is over you know we are all gonna head up to san francisco right buddy. one last journeymans quest you and me man hitting uncharted territory. the high water ( Read more... )

for all you assholes who were all excited because you thought I got locked up. and for all of you people who lined up to share false information with the police in a vain attempt to get me locked up. I would like you all to know that I have not been incarcerated and I have checked myself into a 21 day detox. then straight into another rehab where ( Read more... )

dear jill. I have lots and lots of acid for sale. like 8 viles, so call me up.

yesterday was the first day that I have recieved a phonecall in about 4 months. the first one was from pilar and the next one was katanja. that hurts soo bad.... on soo many different levels. I really am pathetic.

im home and im writing a book. its prolly a waste of time and noone will prolly even read it but one of my favorite lines...." the cop then went on to ask me of any prior arrests, just a formality he said, I told him I was arrested for posession of drug parephenelia, a stolen car, and a deadly weapon. what was the drug paraphenelia he asked? a pipe ( Read more... )

so far its been 8 days. No food, no sleep, a gram of speed, half a gram of heroin, 3 pizzos,1 syringe, 2 pills of ecstasy,a bottle of bacardi 151, and wayy too many cigarrettes. ive went on binges before that have lasted wayy longer with more drugs and at least double the amount of sleepless nights. for some reasonthis one is turning out to be the ( Read more... )

hahaha I was listening to that ICP song "suicide hotline" when I realized that there is one part that perfectly describes me. well at least for the piss test part ( Read more... )

speedballs were the shit. erin decided we were going to go on a binge....no sleeping, no eating, and the only thing we can consume are drugs............well its only day 5 and hes already nodding off.

last night I rode a different type of train.