Omar A. Rodriguez-Lopez is my fucking hero.

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 im feeling so discouraged. i hate feeling this way. i feel like im wasting time and money. 
i cant write for shit, i guess it's still good to try.

i need to feel something, bc im not feeling anything at all anymore.

im terribly scared of the future...again. 

i just finished house of leaves. seriously, read this book. absolutely magnificent.

im on a huge reading binge lately.

crushing. on. someone.

I don't know why, but I'm feeling slightly paranoid. Like some one is watching me. 
Someones rather. 
Just as I thought everything was starting to feel real, everything loses purpose and direction. 
No feelings rather. 
Like The Truman Show, I feel like my life is one big tv show, and I'm the center of everyone's jokes. Some one who's only experienced ( Read more... )

i cant sleep past 9 anymore, no matter what time i go to sleep. im getting old godddamn it.

i think i've found my new favorite book.

house of leaves.

 music will never break my heart.

maybe it's time i start looking, get to know somebody. 

 i also want everybody that still reads lj to know that i really love you guys.

without you, my life would be complete shit. 

 i had coffee with elisa today. everything went well. we talked for 6 hours and just enjoyed each other's presence. she gets married in about a week and a half. im happy for her, i really am. im over her completely. she was just a chapter in my book of life ( Read more... )

My cousin Freddy got married in Key Largo this weekend. i have to say that this was one of the best weekends of my life ( Read more... )

 The Greatest mix/playlist ever ( Read more... )