i finally get it. there will always be someone else. there will always be that. is it that hes ashamed of me? yeah. shes prettier. your friends probably like her more. shes cooler, hipper. dresses better maybe. so shes the one you show off. good luck with that. good luck with image, instead of heart. so im excited about the play. sorta. it wont be ( Read more... )

i dont remember last years day lights saving time to have been so depressing. I dont like it being 6 o clock and already pitch black. it might just have to do with my day. i got up at 9:30 and have literally sat in my room all day, going through boxes of pictures, notes, my old journals, and other documentations of mine-and listening to music. i ( Read more... )

Jacob's being peter pan! this just keeps getting better! hahaha. im on the phone with him and he was like "thats gonna be interestante-thats spanish for interesting". what a loser. we made funnel cakes today. it somehow managed to get all over my face. Angel got a detention in english today and mrs.renwick wrote a paragraph on the board about why ( Read more... )

it's finally cold :). I woke up an hour late today and still got ready in time. jordan just takes too long. hah. We went to the mall after school. I bought really yummy smelling lotion. it makes me feel beaaaauuutttifffuuulll. and smelly. and jane lipstick. some woman caused a ruckus in the isle at walmart while we were there. it was fun. everytime ( Read more... )

i just wrote a long detailed entry about my great weekend. then i accidentally clicked out of it. ugh. guess you'll just have to miss all the stories of the drunk guy, cowbells, doughnuts, porn, 'Hair', Elizabethtown, and everything else my weekend invovled. but i will say it was great. I didnt sleep much. the most i got was in the back seat of ( Read more... )

I feel really pretty. Is that weird? I've been home alone all evening listening to Fiona Apple, and Colplay and i just feel....lovely. im content. and SO relieved. I typed my Animal rights paper for english finally, ive known about it forever. It took 3 hours. although i should include the short visit from Steven and Harmony in that. It was so ( Read more... )

I love the great quotes i get for my subjects. Well today was grand. I had to work this morning, which meant again not getting to sleep in. It will never happen for me. Work wasnt bad though. Jordan and I had a Depends fight. Just throwing packages of adult diapers at eachothers heads. After work Jacob and I went to the movies. We saw the Exorcism ( Read more... )

oh fuck. i mean seriously. Last night. My skin is permanently red. GWAR ( Read more... )

I never want to be seen as cheap ( Read more... )

NotoriousDKG: haha. man. do you know mrs copeland ( Read more... )