Seriously. I've never been, but I think I currently am. A little enlightenment on this crazy thing would be nice.

My cold heart
Hardened by bitter years
Melts
As she sways
Into the room

Smoke curls up towards
The gems that glitter in the
Sky
And the gracious brew
Eases into my veins

And I smile
Not an outward grin
Inwardly
Knowing that
She is here

I totally am nowhere near prepared for classes tomorrow. I have a quiz in Spanish and our workbooks are due, and I haven't even touched the workbook. For Illustrator I need to have my project completed, and I'm nowhere near done with it. Oy vey. I have a feeling I'm staying up LATE tonight ( Read more... )

Ever been smacked around by a 7 pound dildo? Check this out...

http://www.youtube.com/w/7-pound-dildo?v=hJzCrOjI394&search=hooked%20paranoia

It's 8 fucking 30 in the morning on a Sunday, I had to wake up at 7 am this morning so I could get to a work meeting, and lo and behold, I can't make it because I can't even get there. My roomate was going to give me a ride, but he's asleep and I can't wake him up. What's worse is that I tried calling several times to let my boss know I can't make ( Read more... )

Every day I make a decision. I decide if I want to deal with work or not.

And I usually do the responsible thing. As I did this morning.

I just realized this morning how selfish I must be. Bitching about a job when there are worse things in the world, and plenty of people who aren't as fortunate as me.

Oh boy do I love it. I drank a lot of it tonight, I feel nice and fuzzy. I deserve it, I had a rough day at work ( Read more... )

The Broncos choked. Again. I guess there's alwasy the Avs, but I don't really care much about them this season either. I guess I'm not much of a sports fan ( Read more... )

Two songs have really been resonating with me these past few weeks. I've always liked Acrobat by U2 since I first heard in back in my high school days. I had a bootleg tape I made from the copy of the CD that the Durango Public Library had, it was one of the few rock albums that they carried. But in the last couple of years it's become my ( Read more... )

I've decided that I don't like my job. So I've decided to do something about it.

What am I doing about it? Today I took a "personal day" to look for a new one. Hell yeah.

I think I'll go watch Office Space.