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[el_x_ah]

im sick of thinking nothing good is coming outa anything. im sick of saying i know he loves mer, i hurt him too much to believe he does. he doesnt deserve me at all. i keep trying to tell myself that he really lvoes me and that i believe everything he says. i mean, sometimes i do, but sometimes i dont. i hate how my emotions are all fucked up. hope

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[y0u_killme_well]

i know what you mean. hang in there, hopefully things will get better & work themselves out. and just cause you do things to hurt someone doesnt mean you dont love them and all that, except when it happens to me i always think that. or something. anyway. im confused now, but still, hang in there.

[el_x_ah]

yea. its gay in a way, ut im gettin better.

[unscentedsweets]

awe alexa.
things will be okay.
you guys have it.
you need to reconize.
lol, that sounded weird.
but anyway,
I would hate to see such a beautiful thing
go down the drain
<3 Shawna

[el_x_ah]

yea, i know that. and im trying.
<3