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Aug 20, 2010 10:08

Today, I am scared. Not "There might be something under the bed!" scared, but "I am about to change the entire course of my life" scared ( Read more... )

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sssectumsempra August 21 2010, 03:06:01 UTC
O-oh, my god. You updated. Of course, I haven't updated any of my journals in over a year so I'm one to talk. But still, I'm glad to see you're back, even if briefly.

I'm sorry I've fallen out of touch. Things have been... really shitty for me this past year (lol depression, lol suicidal thoughts), and I've closed myself off from pretty much everyone.

I know what it's like to have a job that just sucks the life out of you. And it is scary to face the prospect of not having one, but it's so much better to leave that sort of situation. I just happened to luck out recently in landing a new job before my last one drove me even further off the deep end. I can has job satisfaction?

I ♥ you. Even though I've failed to be there for you.

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eladrielinde August 21 2010, 06:24:24 UTC
OMG IT'S SO GOOD TO HEAR FROM YOU!!!

To be honest, I was hoping that some miracle would happen and you would see these posts and make comments and stuff. Ohhh, yayyyy. :)

My phone number is: 334.790.3464.

I'm glad you found a new job! That's so great. ♥

I'm sorry you've been depressed. If I could hug you, I would.

I feel so good about quitting my job, it's ridiculous. I never thought I could feel so good about quitting something in my life.

I miss you so much, btw.

♥♥

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sssectumsempra August 23 2010, 00:31:14 UTC
Though I have fallen off the wagon when it comes to blogging, I still keep up with my flist. Always the lurker :) I've got a 30 day meme lined up to try and get back into the swing of updating.

I'll try to give you a call sometime this week. It'll probably be short, though, since my reception at home sucks, and I haven't been feeling well. My granny died on 12th, and there's all kinds of bullshit going on concerning her funeral. I'm so disappointed in certain members of the family right now. I'll definitely text you on your birthday, at the very least.

I hope you have a fantabulous vacation. ♥ Just clear all the previous badness out and start fresh.

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