31 waking hours ends a tri

[elaina_darkwind]

When I fell asleep Wednesday night, I had been awake for 31.5 hours strait... ok, I passed out for 15 minutes at about 6 am, but can you blame me? and does it really count? Anyway... what I tri! It looks like I might get a 4.0 after all, but gods it's been hell... I started in summer mode, I didn't get used to having to get up every morning and

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[rempel]

Suicide in young age is a plain stupidity. The young people are bringing themselves in crazy situations, interpret the situations in very weird and totally incorrect ways and make absolutely false conclusions. My best friend killed himself at summer of 9th grade. His "love" wasn't worth it. He was much better and smarter. What really contributed was his paranoid parents who controlled him a lot and he didn't have experience of living and making decisions by himself and the pressure of getting grades and passing the university exams. THe pressure was even stronger than yours as if we fail, we had to go to the Soviet army, whe worst of hell in these times

[elaina_darkwind]

I'm not suicidal because I'm sad, I'm suicidal because I don't see death as a bad thing... I used to be afraid of it, but being afraid of it seemed stupid so I stopped, but without being afraid of it, there's really nothing keeping you from it other then primal survival instincts and I'm not sure how long they are going to keep me here.

As for kids, I don't plan to have them, because I don't have any patience and I don't want to go through pregnancy... I might adopt or something, but that's gonna be at least a decade from now.

No, I want to live for my friends, because everything else is so frustrating.

[o0morgana0o]

gah i'm an aweful person! i havent checked here in ages!! anyways i promise to do better. and you should call me! btw, i've gotten you a couple gifts... one for your b-day, one for christmas/yule/chanukah/whatever and one for me being really bad at keeping in touch. lol. anyways i'll need your address...