[FF] Like a Storm
Title: Like a Storm
Characters: HenMin (Henry!centric)
Genre: Angst
Rating: PG - 13
Summary: The initial plan was to make Kyuhyun and Zhoumi jealous. But little did Henry know, he was already falling deeper.
The initial plan was to make Kyuhyun and Zhoumi jealous. It was a proposal he couldn't resist. Sungmin wanted Kyuhyun; Henry wanted Zhoumi. It was something that was supposed to be mutual, something that was supposed to benefit the both of them. Apparently, like an unpredictable storm that came to his life, he was wrong.
Little did Henry know, that with every touch of their skin, every smile that he got from him, every contact of their eyes - he was already falling deeper.
There must be some enormous force in the universe that hates him. But who was he to blame anyone, let alone this fucked up universe? Because every single thing that caused this misery pointed back to him.
Maybe if he didn't agree to this shit, he wouldn't be hurting this much. He would have still preferred Zhoumi's love; he wouldn't despise Kyuhyun for having Sungmin's heart.
Maybe if he didn't take much notice of the way Sungmin's eyes light up when he smiles, the graceful way he moves his hips as he danced to the music, the way Sungmin's voice perfectly blends to song's melody - then maybe, just maybe, the agony wouldn’t even exist.
I'm yours.
Just like the song he sang on a duet with Sungmin, he wanted to tell him - “Sungmin hyung, I'm yours.” While he was singing his heart out for Sungmin, wanting his hyung to take notice of his feelings and return them, even just for a moment, Sungmin was singing for Kyuhyun.
It hurts. Damn, it hurts so fucking bad.
**
"Nice duet, Henry-ah," Sungmin said, sitting down beside Henry in the empty waiting room.
Henry felt his heart jump at the close proximity of the elder one. He looked up to see Sungmin's smiling face, and forced himself to smile back.
"I think we finally got that so-called 'QMi's' attention," Sungmin laughed, oblivious to the sudden change of pained expression the younger one was struggling to conceal.
He securely placed his head on Henry's shoulder, his arms wrapped around the younger one's waist, "Oh, you should have noticed the expression on Kyu's face!"
He felt his chest throb; the lump forming in his throat was making it harder for him to breathe. He felt his skin burning at Sungmin's contact, sending waves of electricity all over his body. This was too much for him to handle.
Henry stood up, casually removing Sungmin's arm around him. He needed some space - away from Sungmin, away from everyone as much as possible. Get things off his mind. He needed to think.
"I need a break," he muttered, trying not to choke on his words, his back turned to Sungmin as he walked away.
Sungmin stared in confusion at his dongsaeng's back. Before he got to his feet and ran after the younger one.
"Henry?" He mumbled, gripping the younger one's bare arm.
Henry jerked at the contact, shoving the elder one away to untangle himself from Sungmin's grip.
How cruel could this universe be?
"Goddamn it, hyung! Didn't you hear me?!" Henry hissed, his lips shivering and eyes teary.
"I- " Henry heard Sungmin mumbled, only to be taken aback as Sungmin forcefully pressed his soft lips on him, the elder gripping the younger one's wrist, ready for any form of resistance.
Henry wanted to resist - that was what he kept telling to himself. But he couldn't take anymore lies: he was infatuated with Sungmin, no it was more than that, he was in love with him.
So he didn't. Screw it, screw everything. He welcomed Sungmin's kiss in his own lips and felt himself melt at the contact.
It was rough and harsh at first, but gradually became softer and more passionate as he kissed back. His arms snaked around the elder's waist as Sungmin's travelled to Henry's neck and chest, slowly releasing the younger's wrist.
Sungmin tasted like mint and honey; his lips were plump and luscious. For Henry, Sungmin was a taste of heaven in earth.
He imagined a ray of sunshine amidst the storm. It was possible for his hyung to genuinely love him back, right?
He silently groaned as he felt Sungmin slowly pulling away, trying to catch his breath back. He looked straight into the elder's brown orbs, as if trying to find the answer he was hoping for.
Was there even a blue sky for him in the first place?
No, Sungmin wasn't looking back at him, but rather, his eyes were upon someone else behind the younger one. He watched as the elder one's lips curved into a smirk.
Henry was dumbfounded, speechless at the situation he was still trying to piece together. "What?"
He followed his hyung's teasing gaze; he almost laughed at himself in painful tears when he saw Kyuhyun and Zhoumi standing outside the door, jaws dropped and petrified.
"Good job," Sungmin whispered to Henry's ears, placing him a kiss on the cheek before walking away.
Just how heartless could Sungmin be?
There wasn't a blue sky for him at all. It was raining hard again.
***
A/N: Happy birthday Cheska! You should be grateful, I even got a myself a Henry icon for the purpose of posting this fic. Haha. This might not be the birthday present you were expecting from me. You want me to gift you with a CheRy photomanip instead (like the ones I used to do with Yamapi and I's pictures before hehe kidding)? Forgive my writing skills, I'm a little embarrassed because I know you're waaaaay better than me. I just have to push you a little bit more until you get yourself to write HenMin that is overflowing of sexiness aegyo. >:D I still can't write HenMin without the KyuMin reference because I am biased that way. (I am sorry for the HenMi too, I wrote this way before our conversation about the pairing). BTW, Bulgogi soon! 'Coz we just looove them .:wink:. /shot
Kudos to Clara for the beta (again)! I actually revised some parts after her beta, so this might still contain errors. Just ignore them.
This fic will be locked in 2-3 days upon posting. Oh, I still need new names in my f-list. Friend me? :D
Characters: HenMin (Henry!centric)
Genre: Angst
Rating: PG - 13
Summary: The initial plan was to make Kyuhyun and Zhoumi jealous. But little did Henry know, he was already falling deeper.
The initial plan was to make Kyuhyun and Zhoumi jealous. It was a proposal he couldn't resist. Sungmin wanted Kyuhyun; Henry wanted Zhoumi. It was something that was supposed to be mutual, something that was supposed to benefit the both of them. Apparently, like an unpredictable storm that came to his life, he was wrong.
Little did Henry know, that with every touch of their skin, every smile that he got from him, every contact of their eyes - he was already falling deeper.
There must be some enormous force in the universe that hates him. But who was he to blame anyone, let alone this fucked up universe? Because every single thing that caused this misery pointed back to him.
Maybe if he didn't agree to this shit, he wouldn't be hurting this much. He would have still preferred Zhoumi's love; he wouldn't despise Kyuhyun for having Sungmin's heart.
Maybe if he didn't take much notice of the way Sungmin's eyes light up when he smiles, the graceful way he moves his hips as he danced to the music, the way Sungmin's voice perfectly blends to song's melody - then maybe, just maybe, the agony wouldn’t even exist.
I'm yours.
Just like the song he sang on a duet with Sungmin, he wanted to tell him - “Sungmin hyung, I'm yours.” While he was singing his heart out for Sungmin, wanting his hyung to take notice of his feelings and return them, even just for a moment, Sungmin was singing for Kyuhyun.
It hurts. Damn, it hurts so fucking bad.
**
"Nice duet, Henry-ah," Sungmin said, sitting down beside Henry in the empty waiting room.
Henry felt his heart jump at the close proximity of the elder one. He looked up to see Sungmin's smiling face, and forced himself to smile back.
"I think we finally got that so-called 'QMi's' attention," Sungmin laughed, oblivious to the sudden change of pained expression the younger one was struggling to conceal.
He securely placed his head on Henry's shoulder, his arms wrapped around the younger one's waist, "Oh, you should have noticed the expression on Kyu's face!"
He felt his chest throb; the lump forming in his throat was making it harder for him to breathe. He felt his skin burning at Sungmin's contact, sending waves of electricity all over his body. This was too much for him to handle.
Henry stood up, casually removing Sungmin's arm around him. He needed some space - away from Sungmin, away from everyone as much as possible. Get things off his mind. He needed to think.
"I need a break," he muttered, trying not to choke on his words, his back turned to Sungmin as he walked away.
Sungmin stared in confusion at his dongsaeng's back. Before he got to his feet and ran after the younger one.
"Henry?" He mumbled, gripping the younger one's bare arm.
Henry jerked at the contact, shoving the elder one away to untangle himself from Sungmin's grip.
How cruel could this universe be?
"Goddamn it, hyung! Didn't you hear me?!" Henry hissed, his lips shivering and eyes teary.
"I- " Henry heard Sungmin mumbled, only to be taken aback as Sungmin forcefully pressed his soft lips on him, the elder gripping the younger one's wrist, ready for any form of resistance.
Henry wanted to resist - that was what he kept telling to himself. But he couldn't take anymore lies: he was infatuated with Sungmin, no it was more than that, he was in love with him.
So he didn't. Screw it, screw everything. He welcomed Sungmin's kiss in his own lips and felt himself melt at the contact.
It was rough and harsh at first, but gradually became softer and more passionate as he kissed back. His arms snaked around the elder's waist as Sungmin's travelled to Henry's neck and chest, slowly releasing the younger's wrist.
Sungmin tasted like mint and honey; his lips were plump and luscious. For Henry, Sungmin was a taste of heaven in earth.
He imagined a ray of sunshine amidst the storm. It was possible for his hyung to genuinely love him back, right?
He silently groaned as he felt Sungmin slowly pulling away, trying to catch his breath back. He looked straight into the elder's brown orbs, as if trying to find the answer he was hoping for.
Was there even a blue sky for him in the first place?
No, Sungmin wasn't looking back at him, but rather, his eyes were upon someone else behind the younger one. He watched as the elder one's lips curved into a smirk.
Henry was dumbfounded, speechless at the situation he was still trying to piece together. "What?"
He followed his hyung's teasing gaze; he almost laughed at himself in painful tears when he saw Kyuhyun and Zhoumi standing outside the door, jaws dropped and petrified.
"Good job," Sungmin whispered to Henry's ears, placing him a kiss on the cheek before walking away.
Just how heartless could Sungmin be?
There wasn't a blue sky for him at all. It was raining hard again.
***
A/N: Happy birthday Cheska! You should be grateful, I even got a myself a Henry icon for the purpose of posting this fic. Haha. This might not be the birthday present you were expecting from me. You want me to gift you with a CheRy photomanip instead (like the ones I used to do with Yamapi and I's pictures before hehe kidding)? Forgive my writing skills, I'm a little embarrassed because I know you're waaaaay better than me. I just have to push you a little bit more until you get yourself to write HenMin that is overflowing of sexiness aegyo. >:D I still can't write HenMin without the KyuMin reference because I am biased that way. (I am sorry for the HenMi too, I wrote this way before our conversation about the pairing). BTW, Bulgogi soon! 'Coz we just looove them .:wink:. /shot
Kudos to Clara for the beta (again)! I actually revised some parts after her beta, so this might still contain errors. Just ignore them.
This fic will be locked in 2-3 days upon posting. Oh, I still need new names in my f-list. Friend me? :D
