am i really posting here after it's been over a year? i guess i am, yeah ( Read more... )

what's up, i'm here ( Read more... )

when we came back to PA in november, i left my dad a message telling him we were home. he still hasn't called back.

i miss my dad.

i am so in love with grizzly bear right now. and i feel the need to shout it out from the rooftops. LOVE.

when i close my eyes i can still see tail lights and red lights and green lights and they're all reflected in the slick surface of the wet road. and buildings moving past. and white and yellow lines whizzing by like tape. and trees. branches. water flooding and pooling into the streets. the same water flying as mist off of the tires of the car in ( Read more... )

i seriously can't wait until we go back home. i truly love san diego, but that's nothing compared to my love for all my people back in PA. we're moving in with our friend melissa, who so graciously offered us her spare room. she's one of the coolest people i know, and i'm really looking forward to having her as a roommate. hopefully the new living ( Read more... )

we're gradually having less to do with grandjean's care, in order to get her used to caring for herself. it doesn't look very promising, and she'll probably have to go into a nursing home shortly after we leave. it's sad, but i almost wish that would happen before we left just so we could make sure she's ok. i hate to think of her falling and ( Read more... )

things here haven't been working out. we've been losing money like crazy every week because this place is so expensive to live in. so, we're coming back to pennsylvania. a friend of ours has offered her spare room to us, so the living arrangement is taken care of. i don't think we failed, because we tried our very best in this situation. we gave it ( Read more... )

okay well, forget the melodrama from the last entry. there are good days, and there are bad days. that was written on a particularly bad day. and really, no matter how bad things may get, it can't change the fact that I LOVE SAN DIEGO. i just wish that i didn't have to be poor in san diego ( Read more... )

so, we spent the first half of august in south carolina/georgia with james' dad. it was pretty awesome. we played at some open mics and were well received, saw lots of crazy nature(as in freaking ALLIGATORS in the river) and bugs, got fat from eating out almost every night(hehe.. "eating out".. heh.. i'm such a tard), and got driver licenses. all ( Read more... )