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It's been SOOO LONG
I have to start utilizing this journal more!! It seems I only post once in a blue moon now. And considering I anticipated I would not be a consistent poster, I guess I know myself ( Read more... ) -
So long again...
So my last entry was private because it's about sex. I have no problem talking about my sex life, but since my sex life involves Brian's sex life, I might be invading HIS privacy by talking about it here. Funny how that works, huh ( Read more... ) -
The Throes of Depression
Ok, this must be hormones. I feel myself sinking into a sort of depressive state. I'm reeling from the world. Why can't everyone just stop the nonsense? I know there's more to life then what we see ( Read more... ) -
Feeling a tad down...
It's the day after Christmas, and I'm feeling a tad sad. And oddly anxious...maybe it's just hormones, or the fact that I have to return to work at the casino tomorrow. Or the fact that I picked up a graveyard shift on New Years in hopes of making more money. That is a tad nerve-wracking because I don't know half of the girls I'll be working with. ( Read more... ) -
Long time no blog, huh?
Wow it's been almost a year, and I haven't blogged. So much has happened, I don't even know where to start ( Read more... ) -
Yoyoyo
I was pretty pissed that last entry ( Read more... ) -
Okay,,,This weekend
Okay, so I have experienced alot of stuff since my last post in this journal. My fight with my parents, a sudden decrease with the hours of my job, I did Macbeth with Shakespeare in the Park in Miami, did another run with A Love Lost Life, yadda yadda yadda ( Read more... ) -
Wow...
Pretty depressing last entry, huh? Yeah, I was upset about the fight with Dad. It seems like he'll never just do the right thing. As for Mom; I can't say that I'm willing to give up on her completely. I know I have no right to tell her what to do with her life, even if she's doing something I feel is wrong. She's an adult, free to choose, just like ( Read more... ) -
Still
Still pretty depressed. Cried on and off today. Brought my matress to the other house.Talked to Mom on the phone. She's sad, too, and says she doesn't want me to leave like this. I don't want to leave either, but it's obvious my dad is going to force me out one way or another. He claims that he wants me to stay, but I know that I can't. Not if he ( Read more... ) -
Depressed
Ok, so I noticed only a week has passed since my last entry. I feels like much longer ( Read more... )