not that bad. maybe not to you or anyone else. my parents do not trust me at all. they hate me right now. i have no liscense, my life includes sitting in a chair talking to people all day, and doing school working, and kissing my parents ass to get what little of a life I had back before I fucked it all up.
but things will get better.. and i didnt mean its not that bad.. because it may not affect me quite as much it does you.. but trust me.. it affects me a lot more than you know.. im gonna miss the way things were for a while.. i knew it was almost to perferct.. and something was gonna come along and fuck it up.. and if that just happened to be a tiny mistake you made.. w.e it still happened.. but things... GAH.. im shuting up now.. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Nobody understands what Im getting at with the robbed with no money comment. I should probably just be straight forword and wish somone shot me...any better? Does anyone understand what im trying to get at now? Or am I Just making myself more 'stupid', more of an 'idiot'. Or perhaps an 'idiot fuck'? This shit is really starting to piss me off. Its bad enough that I have to take this shit from my parents. I know what I have done, calling me these fucking names isnt going to make anything better, thanks for trying to help...if thats what your trying to do. If so, its going all wrong. Sorry if anyone thinks im going off on them, Im just pissed beyond beleif. Not at any of you, just the fact of it all, and Im more pissed at myself than the cops that let all 15+ underage wiggers that showed up that nobody knew go, and not 2 regular guys that were just standing in the ally to get away from the fucking wiggers. Seems as though pigs really like wiggers or something....
its ok i needded it.. and im sorry aswell.... i too was really pissed off... so i know the feelingbut... not like you.. im sorry about you getting all the crap done to you... and i dont mean to sound like a mombut you know i cant keep myself from saying anything when im pissed off... xx
Well, the police were called because there was a group of people in the alley, according to the pig that picked us up. Not that everyone in the alley was all that innocent of certain things..
It's true though, everyone that knows has done nothing but yell at me since I woke up. Including myself.
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i too was really pissed off... so i know the feelingbut... not like you..
im sorry about you getting all the crap done to you... and i dont mean to sound like a mombut you know i cant keep myself from saying anything when im pissed off...
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It's true though, everyone that knows has done nothing but yell at me since I woke up. Including myself.
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