"He could be that boy, but I'm not that girl."

I'm leaving tomorrow morning. Maybe it's a good thing. But I can't stop crying. It's gonna take a little while to get over this one.

All I can say is that God is soooo good.

Just when something happened that was so sad and so hard to let go, God brought something great into my life and I'm forever in awe of everything that has happened.

I'm so happy right now it's almost ridiculous. Life is good.

Love you all!

Well, I am officially in love with buddy camp. I just got back yesterday and I'm completely wiped out. I have never been this physically, mentally, or emotionally exhausted....but everything about the week was perfect. I can't imagine having a better time. Honestly ( Read more... )

Buddy Camp...here we come! :) Are you so ready for Meghan and me? I don't think so ( Read more... )

Yes. The last few days have been really good....

Yesterday, I got a wonderfully exciting phone call. Seriously anytime that happens, my life just seems like 100 times better. It was a very good conversation and I think that I finally found something out which is awesome. I'm really happy.

And TODAY....MEGHAN KIMBERLEY KEY IS COMING HOME ( Read more... )

So....to begin with....

I'm so super upset that myspace isn't working.

stupid.

Today was an interesting day, for lack of a better term : )

I woke up at 4:30 to go to the airport...I didn't know if I wanted to go back there or if I was ready...but I decided that I'd go. I'm glad I did...it wasn't too bad really....just seeing the security checkpoint and ( Read more... )

It's kind of funny....I was just sitting here looking through old LJ entries....especially from last summer and such ( Read more... )

Hands touch, eyes meet
Sudden silence, sudden heat
Hearts leap in a giddy whirl
He could be that boy
But I'm not that girl:

Don't dream too far
Don't lose sight of who you are
Don't remember that rush of joy
He could be that boy
I'm not that girl

Ev'ry so often we long to steal
To the land of what-might-have-been
But that doesn't soften the ache ( Read more... )

Today was a little better.

I actually got dressed and took a shower and drank water.

And I was with Meghan for like 6 hours.

I love talking to her. She knows how I feel. She understands and I'm so grateful for that.

I'm looking at ticket prices for flights right now. I want to go now. I need to. And I don't really know why.

I'm still sad inside but ( Read more... )

Ahh Kevin left today. I'm doing a lot better tonight...well not a lot...but enough. I wrote this on my myspace blog this morning/afternoon right after he left. It's super sad and depressed sounding but I just needed to write. Writing helps me the most in times like these. Thank you to Steve and Melissa and of course Sir Nicholas and Meghan....you ( Read more... )