I just had two of my first...and worst panic attacks ever. I was stressing so much over some things. Not just one thing. A collection of things. What a way to start a Monday ( Read more... )

Please accept my federal tax return...and then please accept my state tax return...so that I can have my 1100 dollars...and NOT STRESS about the big V. There's so much to do ( Read more... )

Whoa. I had a slight panic attack today while calculating all my Vegas costs. Holy shit ( Read more... )

Well, I wish I had my picture
On The Rolling Stone today
And I wish that the Enquirer
Would spread a rumor that I was gay
I wish I had some buddies
Some movie stars and such
Then I probably wouldn't worry about
The two of us as much

And I'd spend all my money
On caviar and cocaine
And I would not remember
How you broke my heart today

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Through the back window ( Read more... )

Seems like just yesterday ( Read more... )

You took my hand, you showed me how
You promised me you'd be around
Uh huh...that's right
I took your words and I believed
In everything you said to me
Yeah huh, that's right.

If someone said three years from now...
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Cause they're all wrong
I knew better
Because you said forever
And ever
Who knew?

Remember when ( Read more... )

Yeah, I firmly believe that. I came home after a kinda rough day...and wanted to take a nap. The nursing home called. My grandmother is pretty much on her death bed. This is the woman who pretty much raised me for 13 years. I got in my dad's truck, him in the passenger seat, and drove us there after he called my mom. I've never driven his huge ( Read more... )

I saw my life this morning...
Lying at the bottom of a drawer.
All this stuff I'm saving,
God knows what this junk is for.
And whatever I believed in...
This is all I have to show.
What the hell were all the reasons...
For holding on for such dear life?
Here's where I let go.

I'm not running.
I'm not hiding.
I'm not reaching.
I'm just resting in the arms of ( Read more... )