Ramblings of a overly-serious over-thinking young person.
My return to Lj, sorry for all, will be filled with ramble and some emo.
Below will be a lot of personal thoughts and rambles. read at your own risk. you were warned
The past week has really put my life into perspective.
It really has me asking myself seriously 'What have I been doing all this while'.
Cause I realize this; I'm nowhere. Not here nor there. In the middle. The Danger Zone.
Its the same for everything I'm in; Personal growth, Relationships, Finance, Career, Family.
It scares me that I've yet to accomplish anything in those areas.
I'm already 24. Next year I'll be 25. 5 years time, 29. I'm running out of time.I'm so running out of time. This sense of urgency is unnerving me, casting a blanket of fear over my thoughts. I find myself riddled with negative questions like 'Can I make it? Is it possible? What if I don't accomplish anything by then?'.
Is what I expect out of myself too high, like sky high? Could I have set an unreachable bar; created an unattainable dream?
In all honesty, I don't know.
All i have is facts;
That every day I give myself an excuse not to do whats needs to be done is a day more lost to time.
That a week of excuses is a week longer to my goals
That a month of all that creates doubt, fear, and more negative thoughts.
And nothing gets accomplished. NOTHING!
Just why is making that step so difficult? This uneasy feeling of just the thought of stepping out of the comfort zone is so paralyzing.
But I know what needs to be done. I cannot question if I like it or not; It MUST be done. I have Dreams I want to achieve, a Plan I must follow and Goals that must be meet!
I still can't honestly say I can make it in the time limit I've set for myself, but if I don't push myself to chase that Dream, I'll forever remain an unaccomplished washout.
And that MUST not happen.
I end with two quotes that really mean a lot to me;
"Success is the progressive realization of a worthwhile dream. Success is not the immediate fulfilment of a dream"
"Regret of what you did is acceptable, but regret for what you did not do is NOT"
Thank you for reading. If you feel confused, don't panic. Thats just how I ramble haha ^^ (May review in the future)
Below will be a lot of personal thoughts and rambles. read at your own risk. you were warned
The past week has really put my life into perspective.
It really has me asking myself seriously 'What have I been doing all this while'.
Cause I realize this; I'm nowhere. Not here nor there. In the middle. The Danger Zone.
Its the same for everything I'm in; Personal growth, Relationships, Finance, Career, Family.
It scares me that I've yet to accomplish anything in those areas.
I'm already 24. Next year I'll be 25. 5 years time, 29. I'm running out of time.I'm so running out of time. This sense of urgency is unnerving me, casting a blanket of fear over my thoughts. I find myself riddled with negative questions like 'Can I make it? Is it possible? What if I don't accomplish anything by then?'.
Is what I expect out of myself too high, like sky high? Could I have set an unreachable bar; created an unattainable dream?
In all honesty, I don't know.
All i have is facts;
That every day I give myself an excuse not to do whats needs to be done is a day more lost to time.
That a week of excuses is a week longer to my goals
That a month of all that creates doubt, fear, and more negative thoughts.
And nothing gets accomplished. NOTHING!
Just why is making that step so difficult? This uneasy feeling of just the thought of stepping out of the comfort zone is so paralyzing.
But I know what needs to be done. I cannot question if I like it or not; It MUST be done. I have Dreams I want to achieve, a Plan I must follow and Goals that must be meet!
I still can't honestly say I can make it in the time limit I've set for myself, but if I don't push myself to chase that Dream, I'll forever remain an unaccomplished washout.
And that MUST not happen.
I end with two quotes that really mean a lot to me;
"Success is the progressive realization of a worthwhile dream. Success is not the immediate fulfilment of a dream"
"Regret of what you did is acceptable, but regret for what you did not do is NOT"
Thank you for reading. If you feel confused, don't panic. Thats just how I ramble haha ^^ (May review in the future)