Every Night
Title: Every Night
Genre: Angsty
Rating: Adult
Summary: He was a virgin every night...
(previously posted to
dg_glitch)
He was a virgin every night.
Every touch, every kiss, it was always for the first time.
Every night, she would take his hand, guiding him to her rooms. Occasionally, he would look nervous, as if he knew what was to come, but mostly he would smile innocently and follow where ever she led.
He would start to get confused the moment she kissed his lips. His eyes would dart around like an injured animal, but still the trust remained. Her hands would start tugging on his jacket, pulling his body closer, pushing his mind away.
Every night, she could see the moment it left him altogether. As soon as her fingers slid under his shirts, against the skin of his chest, his dark eyes would take a stunned, blank look.
Almost as if they were dead.
But only once they had closed off, would he truly come alive to her. He would start moving as if possessed, driven to hold and caress, to suck and bite, to take and own her.
And he was, in a way. Possessed. For it couldn't be him, who snarled as he bruised her pale skin. Never him, who drew blood with his teeth. Not him, who drove himself into her so brutally.
No, what drove his lust did not require any remnant of his brain at all. It was feral, unthinking, pure animal instinct, with only one goal in sight, to acquire his mate.
But as they panted together afterwards, tangled in the sheets, it was his mind that slowly returned to the body next to her. It was his own eyes that teared up in shock, seeing what he had done. It was his fingers that traced across her skin, cataloging every injury. It was his chin that would quiver in confusion, begging for forgiveness.
And it was his memories that would fade away as he cried himself to sleep behind her turned back.
Every night.