Youngwoon looks at the laptop screen, pressing the down button to scroll down the page. He blinks when he sees him and another male in the pictures. Youngwoon continues this for a few more minutes, before closing the window and opening another. The window shows Youngwoon and the same male in a video, the video being when Super Junior was presenting the Marry U poll to the fans.
He chuckles at the memory, and plays the video. He watches intently, waiting for a certain part of the clip to play.
“Ah, who do- who do you think I’m going to marry?” Youngwoon asks the fans.
They reply with an excited, “Leeteuk-oppa!”
Youngwoon seems to choke at their reply. He turns around to looks at Junsu, who was laughing. Youngwoon feels a pain in his heart, and turns to the fans. “Ah, no, no I’m really not like that.” He forces a smile, and when a fan shouts, ‘Sungmin!’, the singer chuckles and says, “No, Sungmin belongs to Kyuhyun.” The crowd cheers…
Youngwoon pauses the video, biting his lip. Why did he say that, right in front of Leeteuk? He closes his eyes and relaxes. He thinks back to the previous day, when Leeteuk and him were alone in the dorm. The elder was cooking breakfast for the both of them, and Youngwoon watched with intent, his stomach growling.
Youngwoon bit back a whine, wanting the food to be in front of him immediately. He was hungry, obviously, and he refused to wait for the food to finish. “Yah, Woonie-ah,” Leeteuk said, turning around when he hears Youngwoon’s stomach growl. He smiles his famous dimple smile, the one that has even boys swoon over him. “Breakfast’s almost ready. Can you wait just three more minutes?” He asked kindly, and Youngwoon nods his head.
Leeteuk turns back to the pan and finished the breakfast in precisely three minutes. He served it, and the two eat in silence.
Youngwoon opens his eyes again, trying to remember what he thought about during the silent moments of their breakfast. He sighs, finally remembering.
He remembers how he began to believe Leeteuk truly was his, and realized it was why he always shouted at the members. He would always vent out his anger at them because of the other so-called Super Junior pairing he would see in the internet.
How Eunhyuk looked at him in Sukira.
How Leeteuk let Kyuhyun rest his head on his arm.
How Sungmin would hug him.
How Leeteuk comforted Donghae when he cried.
How every other member seemed to have fallen for him even though they had already decided on their so-called lovers.
Youngwoon closes his eyes again, not to think, but to relax. He hated how easily the other members got his attention, even if Leeteuk was with him all the time. He was jealous of them, but couldn’t understand why. So he decides, that maybe it was up to Leeteuk to decide who he was partnered with, although it was rather obvious it’s him.
He wasn’t sure if that was his pride talking, or his uncertain side.
But nonetheless, he thinks it’s only up to Leeteuk.