...I really think it's time for me to start sobering up... for myself.

Fuck Fuck Fuck Ryan. I'm so sick of his fucking bullshit. why I used to like him so much is so far beyond me it's not even understandable. He has no room to judge me, dislike me, accuse me, and tell me that I'm full of bullshit when he's being a fucking hypocritical douche ass mother fucking bitch. I hate him. I give up on him. I don't know why he ( Read more... )

Fuck it... I'm done.. I'm done... I'm done........
Fuck IT ALL...

Step 1. admitance: I Jordan, am addicted to cocaine....

Don't judge me.

<3<3<3

Ok... so life is turning around finally....

Failed the drug test....
but I don't care..
I'm done with that life.

<3

FUCK.
Drug test...
Unprepared.
It's out of your system in 3-5 days
It's been 2.
I'm royally fucked.
Now my mom will find out
And I will be grounded for fucking forever.
I knew it was a bad idea to "celebrate" early.
Fuck
fuck
fuck
fuck........

How Poetic.

I didn't get a drug test. I didn't get a drug test. Thank Gosh... not that it would matter... my system is clean as a whistle..... now.....
XOXO

Drug test Tuesday.
fucked up last night.

Holiday season makes me sad and alone...
I'm glad to know I have my friends.

Saw ryan again last night..... the ironic thing is a year ago yesterday we broke up ( Read more... )

My lips are swollen from where i was nawing on them. What can I say. I'm a biter.