These are my thoughts right now,read them to find out, I am sure your in it, just about everyone is, take this to heart, no names mentioned:
To person #1: I think your situation between you and him is shitty, and although you arent together, honesty is the best policy, you should have told him the truth, and it shitty what you did.
To person #2: In a way you asked for what happened. You should've asked the only sober person, me. But, I do believe that she took it way out of degree. I am here for you and although I was in her position sorta, i still know how it feels to lose your best friend.
To person #3: Stop treating everyone like shit. You completely acted like I wasn't there at IHOP tonight and it pissed me off. You have been treating me like shit and what you say you may think may not hurt, but they do. You completely smothered me with your arm and running into me, im surprise you thought i even existed, oh wait, you didnt even say bye.
To person #4: *edit*this doesnt matter anymore, i am done talking to you cus all it does is cause you problems, sorry. *edit*
To person #5: I'm glad you have been an asshole cus your 'too good for anyone' because I thought there could have been something between me and you, and I'm glad there wasn't because after what I have learned tonight and in the past, it sucks. So I'm glad your stupidity has stopped me.
To person #6: I am sorry I blew our plans tonight, I feel so shitty, Its just that she was getting on my case for never coming over anymore. I will be at your bbq tomorrow, hot dogs and buns in hand, i swear. I am very sorry, Im such an ass.
To person #7: I love you, you have become my best friend, I feel like I can trust you with anything I tell you, I just hope you dont tell anyone else. Eventhough sometimes we fight and hurt each other, I'm glad we can still make up and its like sibling love. P.S. Im glad your mom is happy that I was responsible and drove you home when you all were drunk.
To person #8: I wish I knew you more, your so quiet. I am glad though that I have found someone who will sit with me at lunch, thank you very much. <3 me
To person #9: me, you , bowling. Are you coming to my valentines party?
To person #10: our conversation have been lack-luster lately. i miss the conversations from when I first met you. and im glad you didnt stop talking to me just because I made a mistake and drank. Thank You
To person #11: I am glad that we have come to talk, it has become something I look forward to everyday after school, even if it only a high and you do live somewhere else. :)
To person #12: I am sorry I blew you off, maybe eegees after I get clothes for a job tomorrow, I will call you <333
To person #13: I wanted to call you tonight when I was going home early but phones make me uncomfortable. ive heard some pretty bad shit about you which makes things worse. drugs really make me uncomfortable so if we ever do hang out, just leave them a secret. I read your poetry its very good and pretty by the way.
To person #14: thanks for the kisses on the cheek, even though you have changed and i dont like it, I am still glad we are friends. Our friendship makes me feel special.
To person #15: I feel like I never get to see you anymore, and I do not know who you are. Youre always at the mall, you never talk to me anymore, it makes me feel awkward. Like at any point in time i could open my mouth and say the dumbest thing known to man kind and you and what i said would haunt me forever.
Theres sooo much drama going on right now, i wish it would just cease, and i wish i could be more bold and just tell people how I feel without feeling like I was gonna get ridiculed for it, I wish people will take what I say to heart. That is alll .steps.down.from.soap.box.