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electric_sketch

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Mar 11, 2005 14:01

I went thru every picture of my mom we used for her wake. From the beginning of her life, till the end. How could I have been so stupid as to be oblivious as to what was going on? I mean, I caught on during March of last year that she was most likely dying. But come on. Even before then it was so obvious. I could kill myself for not realizing it. ( Read more... )

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maddee1426 February 9 2005, 03:25:18 UTC

im sorry annie, i knew and didnt do anything about it. sometimes we dont know that people want us to do something, sometimes were afraid to do something, and sometimes we just plain dont care. but im a madigan and i know that we all love you and your family so much. we can't see hurt and no one wants to assume it, so dont be afraid to express it to us. i love you. just like so many others do too (only i love you more and dont let elyse lead you to believe otherwise because shes cuter)

chokingonregret February 9 2005, 04:01:31 UTC

she's only cuter b/c she has been booty dancin since she was what, 7??

ps i know you care.

love you tons.

flutter8y February 9 2005, 16:04:33 UTC

i'm sorry.

_fallen__stars_ February 9 2005, 18:08:50 UTC

Im sorry i didnt say anything about it specifically, but i remember us talking and you telling me the day. I am here for you Annie, just a phoen call away, in fact im going to call again tonight : ). I remember your dads funeral hit me really hard and i was crying my soul out...and i was screaming for uncle billy and when he finally showed up he just looked at me and walked away and wouldnt hug me. Then uncle Mike saw that and came and picked me up and held until i calmed down. Maybe that's why sometimes i feel bad when we make fun of him for being a fuck up and stuff. oh well, i love you and so does everyone else in this family very much so. Just thougth i'd share a memory of it with you for some reason...but more importantly remember when we went camping and you got stuck on that tree branch!! you could of so easily jumped down but you had your dad come help you because you were afraid to...lol. : ) remember those memories.

electric_sketch February 10 2005, 00:24:16 UTC

hahahahahahaha I WAS SO SCARED! and remember when my dad broke that lawn chair!

the__television February 13 2005, 00:02:02 UTC

I love you so much, Annie. I miss you.

I wish you didn't have to go through all this, honest to god