sorry this comment is late...bandcamp34November 22 2004, 22:58:16 UTC
I get this sense of guilt every time I want to post a comment because I first have to click the button that says "fire at will." But anyway...
You seem to be very emotionally sensitive, and when you feel like no one cares about you, you stop caring about a lot of things. Like you just shut down and get angry as a defense mechanism to hide how bad you're really hurting. You're fiercely loyal and seem to have a huge fear of loss, and I think that's why all of the turbulence with David is hurting you so much.
It's one thing for a person to say something during an argument in the heat of the moment, but anyone who makes you feel like you don't matter is just a dumb fuck and I would suggest leaving that person (or people) immediately.
You and I have had pretty limited contact, but I know that you've come through a lot in your life. You've learned a lot of lessons at 16 that some people never learn. I hope you can feel proud of that.
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You seem to be very emotionally sensitive, and when you feel like no one cares about you, you stop caring about a lot of things. Like you just shut down and get angry as a defense mechanism to hide how bad you're really hurting. You're fiercely loyal and seem to have a huge fear of loss, and I think that's why all of the turbulence with David is hurting you so much.
It's one thing for a person to say something during an argument in the heat of the moment, but anyone who makes you feel like you don't matter is just a dumb fuck and I would suggest leaving that person (or people) immediately.
You and I have had pretty limited contact, but I know that you've come through a lot in your life. You've learned a lot of lessons at 16 that some people never learn. I hope you can feel proud of that.
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