moms making me go to narcotics anonymous meetings every day for the rest of the summer.

she might make me quit my job too, and if i dont i have to give her my paychecks anyways.

this spring break consisted of:
working,
failing 2 drug tests,
drinking,
a lot of sleeping,
and seeing Lily Allen, and the Bird and the Bee!


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i never really thought of myself as a dysfunctional person until recently.

lately:
i don't like staying sober.

i got grounded for what happened last night.

my dad fucking beat the shit out of me in front of Sarah.

i called the cops.

dad says hes taking me to foster care.

i havnt cried this hard in so long.

i feel abandoned.

i got a job at Giant.

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I went to VCU yesterday, and it really does seem like an OK college. I just don't like the area its in. I didn't feel safe there.

Next week I am going to Corcoran school of art + design, and a Naval Academy in DC.

This summer I'm going to New York to look at School of Visual Arts, and to San Fransisco to look at Academy of Art.