And life is just moving forward. Everyday seemes to go by faster and I go with it. Neither good nor bad, just going with the flow. I see lots of envy in me lately, I look at people and wonder why they have things I don't. I'm bored, so completly bored with life. I want wild adventures and wide eyed wonder but I feel trapped and held back and denyed ( Read more... )

Everyone says at one point that life is long that you have all the time in the world to do things but really you dont. everyone at one point or another feels like there world is falling apart but you dont really understand how much someone means until all of a sudden there gone ( Read more... )

God, I am so fucking sore from snowboarding last night >.I fell on my face 2374+ times and crashed into a fence too. It was fun though =D Esspecially when I got scared and sat down on my board and gangster leaned down the hill. I didnt get back till 2am though and was drained. ahhh ( Read more... )

I have been so fucking exhausted latly. Tired to the extream for the last month. I could sleep for 2 days straight and still wake up more tired then before. And I’m droping weight faster then people drop acid at burning man. I hope I don’t have cancer or some shit. People at school are even commenting on how I just look quite literlly dead tired ( Read more... )

No more getting drunk in public ( Read more... )

So Jessica, Steph and Mama B all think I am allergic to alcohol. Cause everytime I drank my lips swell up really bad ( Read more... )

Yeah.
I never feel like updating anymore.
Nothing new. Same old same old. Except I've relized that I don't fit in anywhere and people lie to me alot. Oh well. Its life and i like life right now =D

Pretty boring so far. Except thurday when I went home with scott, that was fun. His parents brought out the good china to eat on so apperantly they adore me. yay ( Read more... )

Yeah, I like this journal and decided to come back ( Read more... )

Is free again. I feel like it has been pulled out of the haze.

I can actually THINK now and I love it.