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Apr 19, 2005 15:55

so i guess the new thing now is to be a fucking horrible friend. im really glad that i can trust everyone of my firends. not. now im just happy to know that i have such good friends ones that i considered to be my best fucking be two faced and do shit behind my back. just fucking awesome right ( Read more... )

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electricxskank April 20 2005, 00:04:03 UTC
haha quedus. that was so good haha. oh man i love you heather

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justine_xo April 20 2005, 00:21:21 UTC
sheesh-la-weesh alli whats up? dannng we never talk anymore but im really sorry your going through all this shit. hope you feel better behbeh! love you ♥

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electricxskank April 20 2005, 00:23:20 UTC
ahh justine. we havent talked in flippin forever. i miss you loser. thanks love you too <3

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stopdroprolll April 20 2005, 00:39:44 UTC
Alls, first off I just want to let you know I love you.
However, I think I know why some of this drama has started--lack of confrontation & conversation. If one of us is having a problem, we should be able to talk about it rather than holding it in because that just makes shit worse. If that's not your jam, I understand..but it just seems like people aren't talking & making their intentions clear. Idunno though..I might be wrong.

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electricxskank April 20 2005, 01:05:14 UTC
well what the hell am i supposed to say and by saying anything i know that it wont change the situation but only make matters worse.. so my view is whats the point. and i also know that i made my intentions perfectly clear a number of times so now thats all on her. and i do agree on talking about stuff but by avoiding me nothing will get done.. if things are gonna get better than im waiting because (this will sound bad but i dont kno how else to word it but...) i didnt start this shit but i sure as hell am going to give in because thats not my style. so i donno i dont like that things are shitty now but i dont know that else to do to make them better

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electricxskank April 20 2005, 01:13:37 UTC
also maybe its not about a person making their intentions clear but others paying attention to them when in fact they do say somthing.. but hey what do i know right??

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kurrburr April 20 2005, 01:35:29 UTC
everyone knew where alli was at.. EVERYONE. talking about shit wouldn't have changed any feelings or made anything better. it's just not our style to complain about shit. people have been hurt, offended, and all of the above so let's just stop discussing this because the more we talk about it, the more anger it arises. everyone needs to get their shit straight and stop talking & plotting shit behind people's back and take a rest from certain people. There is too much bad blood between all of us and everyone just needs to give it a rest until we feel that we can all get along again.

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xo_hilary April 20 2005, 01:34:20 UTC
i really dont want to say anything on here, but i know you can't go on aim & i really really need to get this off my chest cause i am going crazy. i fucking love you alli, & you know i do. my intentions were NOT out to hurt you. i had not told you yet because i didn't think it was anything big, i didnt think it would turn into something like it did i guess you could say. i was going to talk to you about everything, but word got out & fucked it all up for me. so now im the bad guy, & im sorry. i was going to see your opinion & if you were ok with it, and if not..i would back off. i know you like him a lot, & i love you and respect your feelings & emotions entirely. idk, i guess you could say we can't help the way we feel, but considering we are such close friends i really shouldnt have even considered it...its just hard. this whole avoidance thing with me & you lately was not intentional, you just have been seeming so upset lately & not wanting to talk to me & such so i just kinda kept my distance. i know you are going through a hard ( ... )

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electricxskank April 20 2005, 04:47:37 UTC
well clearly word didnt get out unless you told someone so you have no one to blame but yourself..and maybe it wouldnt have been so bad if you would have told me from the beginning.and i also know that people cant help the way that they feel but i also do know that they can help the way that they act (i.e today in the library, you guys right in front of my fucking face) espically after you talked to me about the exact same thing just last week..also just to let you know i only found out today so you basically have had this whole weekend.hil, you know that i love you so much too but thats why this hurts so bad, i mean it seems like i just like get put down for the same reason but by different people everyday..think about it..im also not saying that i dont want to be your friend but right now im just well i need to pretty much cool down from all this..so im sorry that that may sound bad or whatever but thats the truth right there. so if you want to still be my friend great and we can still talk n stuff..so i guess that ill talk to you ( ... )

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pink______ April 30 2005, 18:35:59 UTC
iv heard that one before.

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electricxskank April 30 2005, 19:37:58 UTC
werd

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kurrburr April 20 2005, 01:41:10 UTC
life is shitty right now, but you will pull through like always. You have been through so much and you will see that this will teach you a lesson and only make you stronger. just keep your head up and your hopes high. you know you can always count on me so take advantage of that! I will call you later tonight. & I won't even make you talk about all this nonsense. we can go over our movie haha. love you alli.

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electricxskank April 20 2005, 05:02:27 UTC
kerr i love you soo much its ridiclous..fer serious

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