So, ALL WEEKEND. I've hand plans with my friend Josh and for some reason EVERYTIME we plan something, he always flakes out ( Read more... )

I decided that I'm pretty much just going to go out with Josh tonight instead of going partying. According to Michael, Stephanie was being really pissy about us not floating the river but going drinking. So I'm thinking I'm going to go hang out with josh and then go hang out with Michael and Ben for awhile. Joshua is lovely to hang out with ( Read more... )

Michael is pretty much pressuring the hell outta me to go to that party tommorrow night. God damnitt, I really really wanna go....but I don't know if thats sucha good idea :( I much rather spend my evening with Josh. mmmmm, I don't know anything. Guh. I don't even know any details about the party, so until I know the details I'm just gonna say no.  ( Read more... )

Today I feel like aboslute shit. I was working out, and usually I can concentrate really fucking well and I always am in a happy mood afterwards ( Read more... )

I went shopping today and got ( Read more... )

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I'm not very ecstatic today, my firends are being mean...I don't like it at all. I think I'm just going to not call them or anything and see what they do, because it feels like they all just fucking ingore me lately. It's great, I fuckin love it ( Read more... )

I'm really pissed off right now, my friends are so fucking flaky sometimes it makes me so mad. I feel like, I'm on the outside that its always going to be Stephanie, Sarah, Ben, and Michael...and I guess when they feel like it, me. I don't know. I'm just going to back off and not hang out with them for awhile...I'll just let them call me I guess, ( Read more... )

Today is pretty much just a chill day, even though I have SO MUCH going on inside my head. Seriously it's so stressful. I'm torn between friends and worlds. I can see myself living both of these lives in the future, but I don't know which one I want to choose ( Read more... )

Yesterday was seriously, just an awesome day! I went over to Ben's house because Aubree is moving in and we were rearranging his room and such things that means I can't really spend the night anymore *thumbs down* but its cool, he can still spend the night over here :). We STILL have not finished his pictures yet and its getting rather annoying I ( Read more... )