I really didn't expect much out of myself yesterday. Just to get a few things done and to go to Noah's B-day thing. I progressively got worse throughout the day, depressed and icky feeling inside my tummy. I was sore and pissed off at my daughter for being herself. Yeah, that's not good. I didn't have any clean clothes and no way to do ( Read more... )

I've been guzzling Hansen's grapefruit soda and water all day today. Other than that, I woke up at 6am, with a bug-eyed baby full of energy. She was poking me in the eye with the remote for the AC, saying "tickle". The days normally drag, so I knew this would be horrid, but thankfully by about 8:40 we were back asleep and slept till 10am. Not ( Read more... )

The facial and figure features of the new blonde bombshell of a model on the Torrid website, are very similar to a girl I knew in high school. Of course she wasn't so blonde then, but I swear it totally looks like her. I wonder if it is? We were friends in 9th and 10th grade, but had a falling out due to some shit I pulled or something. I spent ( Read more... )

My father is getting help. He made some serious changes in the way he deals with things, and is even nicer to my brother. He is also getting in to the doctor's tomorrow to get that medication to deal with his insanely high blood sugar. My mom says he has even changed his method of dealing with the taunting he receives at work. I still have yet ( Read more... )

My dad has never laid a hand on me. My mom was the disciplinarian. I think he kicked me in the butt one time in Yosemite when we were hiking and I was being all pissy, and then when I was 13 he threatened to knock all my teeth out, while he screamed in my face. But other than that, he pretty much avoids conflict ( Read more... )

I still need to finish thank you notes from Simone's birthday. I was waiting for the pictures. Now I am waiting for time. Isn't that a dandy lie? Here I am wasting an hour of it! Argh! Simone and I played all day. We ate some funky, chunky now-I-know-why-it's-not-in-a-jar-so-you-can't-see-it mushroomy pasta sauce from Trader Joe's. I ( Read more... )

But she motivated me.

These are her 12 month pictures:
http://www.geocities.com/xelectrocurvesx/simone.html
http://www.geocities.com/xelectrocurvesx/simone2.html

But I haven't got much time. I'm cooking/marinating/watching my daughter ( Read more... )

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My drive to improve has been an ebb and flow of psycho evolution and drool-infested coma. I need to get out. I need to break out the belly dancing vid. I need to clean up around here ( Read more... )