this is the five month anniversary of celibacy. i don't know whether to throw myself a party or slit my wrists.

I

AM

DOING
FINE.

i was home sick for 2 1/2 days. the cats began following me around like i was their pied piper. it was touching but somewhat creepy. they were always watching me, following from room to room. keeping tabs. this is how paranoia sets in folks ( Read more... )

so this is going to be a straight-up confessional this morning ( Read more... )

amy, amy strong and able ( Read more... )

i have wanted big sad doe eyes my entire life. and have just now begun to see the ridiculousness of it.

resigning myself to the fact that i will never appear caught in headlights.

last night jeneane and i were guinea pigs for free haircuts -- a class at acote. she says my hair looks the best it's looked in three years, however jay told me i look like his little sister in middle school. those are quite differing opinions!!!!!!!!!!!!!RRRRRRRRRRRRRULYFOPTXCUTE ( Read more... )

we wring despair from our hands like disease.

somewhere, the quiet eye of storm.

you look for signs of yourself in former environments, your ex's old apartment where you spent countless nights, the neighbor's house where you laughed and cried and fell down the stairs while intoxicated...and you realize the impermenance of walls which once held the people you love, but know that home is kept in the familiarity of those faces, ( Read more... )

last night, went on an adventure to see mars with jay and mona. trekked to the museum of science only to be surrounded by literally a thousand or so screaming children and geriatrics (who luckily were not screaming). decided waiting the 2+ hours for one moment of blissfully gazing upon the face of mars through a telescope was not worth braving the ( Read more... )

snagged myself a pair of kate spade pumps for my birthday celebration. felt the need to indulge myself ( Read more... )