I realized so many things in the past few days. How much I really matter to you, how much I actually DO love you. It's amazing how things changed. I couldn't imagine ever treating you the way I did, and I'm so sorry. I think I was just unsure of things, and scared. I've never met anyone like you, SO kind, and caring..You've changed me for the ( Read more... )

Today has been the best day in a longgggg time. Besides it being Valentines Vay, and me seeing Andy finally, I talked a lot of things over with Natalie and got so many things straight. We have just been misunderstanding eachother for the longest time now, and it won't happen again. I love my life, and everyone in it. Especially the ones I love and ( Read more... )

My mom pisses me off so much. Seriously, all she does is bitch bitch bitch, or talk down on people. People compliment her and tell her that she looks so young and pretty and it obviously goes to her head ( Read more... )

WHY and i so stupid

I've now done ONE thing that i regret..

I don't even know what to say. I don't
even know what I want. I don't even
know what to do.

I try so hard to be positive about everything
but it's so hard. People just make my life
so..complicating.

Florida is in 14 days. My future, everything,
depends on how I do down there..
NERVES NERVES NERVES.

ps) i love my bestfriend :)

why can't anything ever go right for me?
i have so much on my mind right now. no one
knows, exept my bestfriend. thankfully i
have her to help me with everything.

i'm sorry i've been different lately.
i'm sorry i haven't been
returning anyones calls/texts.
i honestly don't know what's up with
me lately, i think i just
need to get out of here for a while.

i'm not doing this anymore!

i'm so sick of everyone being fucking annoying. THAT RIGHT THERE is why i've been in such a bad mood for like, the whole summer ( Read more... )