so...i am trying to readjust to america, and not being around my lovely and inspiring sister, and the wonderful friends i made/got to know better over the holidays when maggie jets off to college, and i basically will never see jacob again. he isn't working at vineyard anymore, and can't come to church because of "gas money". it's all bullshit and ( Read more... )

i can't believe that in twenty-four hours i will be with CASEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i can't even say how excited i am! i'm kind of scared of getting lost in the airport, and missing my flight or something....oh well, what will be will be.

i chopped my hair off. seven inches, man.

so liberating.

I am so inspired. Today is my birthday. How strange it is that I am only fourteen.  I feel like I am thirty. It doesn't really feel like my birthday, though.  I am so happy because for my birthday/christmas present from mis padres ('my parents' in case you can't put two and two together) I got this sweet black coat from Express.  Casey, I have ( Read more... )

i hate liars.

"If anyone who is clinically depressed and is on medication, please come forward.  There is nothing wrong with medication or being clinically depressed ( Read more... )

I JUST BOUGHT A PLANE TICKET!!!!!! THIS IS REALLY HAPPENING!!!!!

oh man.

why are people so freakin stupid.

seriously, i am in an eternal bad mood, or something. lack of sleep, stress, dad's out of town (it's been 11 days now and my mom is loosing it), school (which is the worst thing that can ever happen), no $, no cell phone, need for $ for a plane ticket, people being gay... man.

ok so i just got back from the women's retreat which was amazing! god was so there and did things in me, and i was just there to babysit a baby who came with his mom. also, i went to the sex-trafficking meeting, and god was so there. he's doing amazing and beautiful things. btw- hotmail isn't working for some reason, so that's why i havent been ( Read more... )