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[elegantnoise]

no editing. no erasing, deleting, rewording, spell checking. let me think out loud & i suppose if you have something to say, you should, because people should say what they think. i look around and notice that the people in my life tend to come & go & i should never have expectations. i shouldnt expect my family & friends to love me as if i may die

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[you__x__core]

i love you and this post makes me really happy cuz i know how you feel. probably not exactly how you feel, but i am a fellow super dweller myself, and although i KNOW theres no reasont ow aste my time and dwell i do it anyways, but then i have these moments of happy inspiration and im like PSHAW! WHAT AM I DOING?! theres so much more out there and thats what counts. i love you and im glad everything is looking up! i am determined to spend time with you soon, i hate being overloaded with randomm shizzle, i will make time para tu!
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[neonblackfuture]

easier said than done.

if it's a true awakening, then that's one of the best feelings you can ever get. the only problem is letting that feeling stay constant. we are surrounded by people, places, and things that are just pressuring us to fail. the school system, our friends and peers, and our loved ones. lessons taught to us were not followed by the teachers. facts turn out to be fiction and visa versa. the pressure is building and the glass eventually shatters. the only way to be fully enlightened is by isolating yourself from everything that this world values. that is impossible if you still wish to live your life. so while this feeling is here, treasure it and nurse it and try to hold onto it. when the next crisis occurs, it will go away, but if you work towards it it can return.

i guess i'm just trying to say that it's great you feel this way now, but know that the world is against you when you feel your best, and you have to try your best not to let it win.