I don't know anything anymore.

[elegieoftears]

...there aren't enough words to tell of the shit of this year. I'd give anything...I mean anything to have A lunch. I have no one in my lunch. At least, for now I have C lunch. I am NO WAY going to be in the retard class. I'll take advanced by correspondance. I have decided. And they had better fuckin listen to me and change my damn schedule and if

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[thisveryminute]

...alina...i have been trying to get ahold of you forever. we have to go to ren. fest together lol but your never home or online :\
call me sometime.

[elegieoftears]

Amba, I'm sorry I haven't gotten back to you. I haven't even read my comments now for quite some time. I really miss you and so do a lot of people. I keep getting asked where you are and I'm like, omg, she is at flushing! So this year sucks a lot. I am really sick or have allergies so I stayed home today, but I get to go back tomorrow. Please tell me how things are going with you.
All the best,
me

[thisveryminute]

hey, i've been trying to get ahold of you a lot. lol i can get free tickets for ren. fest if you are up for it. i've been about once now. i'm definately planning on going again. lol it really sucks being at flushing and not knowing anyone but, i still have my old friends. my b-day is comming up soon, i'm planning something special lol you are of course invited. i hope that you can go this time. :)

-love, ambie

[elegieoftears]

i went to fest the sunday of opening weekend and just last monday. it was aweful with my not being able to breathe because of my cold, but on top of that, it was the pirate weekend and it is busiest then and there was SO MUCH DAMN DUST! Can you say fest bogies? Aye, BLACK they were. So gross. Anyway, I saw your mum again today. She is the parking lot overlord! So yeah, in two weekends from now I am going camping and to fest for the last time this year, i think. we are going to the feast of fantasy and such. Of course your b-day is comming up! I haven't forgotten...I don't think....October 17th? yeah...that must be it...it better be, or I'd look like a really shit friend, huh? Well, i have ranted enough.
Hoping you're well,
alina

[myfinalxletter]

I have A lunch. With Cristina... Sorry :( lol

[elegieoftears]

Don't be sorry. The only thing that sucks is that peter and jacob have a lunch. And you of course! lol That sounded like I didn't care about you. Well I do and I'm glad you sit next to me in french. ttyt

[myfinalxletter]

lol yeah cool, but how come you weren't at school today?

*we have a french meeting on thursday.

[elegieoftears]

i know! lol I wrote it on the board and everything! Maybe this year I'll get to do what's in my job discription and write meeting dates on the board. I'll try to come in before school tomorrow and write french club today and stuff. see you tomorrow!